I'm Your Slut

Waitin' to be pounced on ;)

2012-02-02T21:03:00.000+08:00

It's best not to keep a lady waiting :)

Instincts Revealed

2012-01-05T00:01:00.000+08:00

Just a lot of titty revealed (for feeding, what else? :))

Animal Instincts

2011-12-24T00:29:00.000+08:00

A first taste of mine...

I hope my love for animal prints in clothing and other small accessories aren't the only way in which I let my animal instincts show ;)

It's been a long time..

2011-12-12T14:31:00.001+08:00

Since I licked some delectable drops of pre-cum off a hot, bulging, throbbing cock head :)

I like the feeling of having each drop linger on my tongue for just a sweet moment before savouring it and wanting more thereafter.

Are there any suppliers out there for such sweet, liquid candy? Mmm..

Now

2011-12-10T11:20:00.000+08:00

Just a couple of very recent pictures I took before taking a bath..

xoxo~~

After Bath Poses

2011-11-29T05:57:00.000+08:00

The Titties in Robe Show

We all know who the photographer is by now :)

A man who gets to look at his cake and eat it - and in any way that he likes.

How big is big?

2011-11-26T09:03:00.002+08:00

A lot of people have asked me about what I think would be considered as a big dick..

Well, I think the one in this video sort of fits my defintion of what big is :)

Enjoy~

Ps: I just love all the kissing that's going on in the vid!

After Bath Preview

2011-11-21T00:57:00.000+08:00

Pictures taken by courtesy of the man who is more than a bf.

He was my photographer for the day.

From his view on the bed.

Part 2: The Fantasy

2011-11-06T07:32:00.000+08:00

The most unforgettable part of the last illustrated fuck left me diying with thoughts of it, and more :)

It always is a nice feeling to know that one's one and only is turned on so much that he can't stop himself from leaving a trace of himself on me. I also liked how he was open about wanting me to suck, and where he wanted to cum in. :)

All of this led to one particular fantasy.. which I might have written about somewhere on my blog, but maybe not in the exact same circumstance.

Well, what I thought about was to be a sex/cock hungry slut gf who'd plant her lips onto his and have her tongue meet his from the moment we entered the room ahd shut the door. we'd keep kissing until his hands find the 'autoroaming connection' and find themselves roaming around on autopilot - touching, groping, carressing me everywhere. eventually, the mini dress would come off, and needless to say, my bra too - to reveal my pair of erect titties. my hands would of course be touching, groping and carressing his cock, balls and his body too, and maybe i'd spare a couple of gentle pumps if i would. :)

once the titties are revealed, erect nipples and all, his hand would naturally be drawn to them and twist one nipple while the other enjoys his tongue. my brain'll probably be split into two trying to decide if the twisting or the licking was more enjoyable ;) the only thing that could distract me from my arousal would be my own hands - which i'll have to force to continue to touch his crown jewels for sure, because it takes effort to do so when one's brain is filled with nothing but enjoyment and all i'd want more of is what he was doing to me. there's always been one question that i've wanted to ask him but never dared to - admist all the titty action, i always wanted to know if grabbing my tits in his hand or licking them made him wish that there was milk. and if so, then i should prepare a packet of milk, use the straw as a dropper, and have some milk dribble down my tits which he should work at licking up. haha :x

anyway, innocent touching, groping and licking won't last forever. cocks always want more than that. and somewhere along the way of all of that 'innocence', he's bound to pull down his pants to reveal his cock in its full glory (it makes it easier for me to touch it and well, i guess men feel good when their cock is 'set free') :) i'll drop to my knees or do a little squat if i get tired, so that i could taste his pre-cum which i had been yearning for, or perhaps i'd be pushed down to my knees in his eagerness for what was to come next. with a little flick of my tongue right at the top of his very head, or maybe very swollen head, it'll proceed into several flicks as i try to relinquish the fading taste of his pre-cum. i'll know then that it's time to take his cock into my mouth, starting with just the head and then moving along the length of his entire shaft until i can feel his balls on my chin. no hands on his cock, just my chin to his balls and vice versa with his balls slapping my chin. however, what i want most is to be held by having my hair bunched up by him, and to be fed with his cock, and to have his cock go straight into my throat. Each thrust would only be followed by another, and all I would only be left with 2 choices - to follow his rhythm and take his cock, or to gag.

Choosing to take it by following his control (rhythm), or to live with a result (gagging/choking) that is as a result of his control - both of which would make me feel like his slut either way. I sort of remembered the last time I gagged - I was lying on the bed and his cock was fed to me. His first thrust was met with another, and I could hardly keep up - I thought I could, but I eventually choked when he pulled out. It wasn't a bad feeling though :) In fact, it felt pretty nice that he kept going while keeping his consideration for my safety. That's one of those sweet things about him.

Anyway, this would go on until i'm visibly drooling for his cock and more of it and even more of it. Before my mouth have enough of a fuck though, i'm sure my pussy would've been drooling for him too :) and he'll probably know this without me having to show him any proof of 'drool'. He'd ask me to stand for pussy access, and without much further ado, his cock would drill straight into me before i could even blink.

and who knows? maybe with a flooding pussy, and an eager cock, there'd be enough of 'drool' to go around my entire crack, thus making my asshole a pit of quicksand - its dangerous, slippery and well, only one thing gets sucked in :P by mistake, accident or not! or maybe if he's feeling spontaneous again, the drool would become lube for his fingers to play with (for he liked spreading the margarine around my ass previously), and maybe, just maybe i'd be DPed with a finger and his cock - just like a slut who only yearns for more and doesn't ask for anything less than what she deserves from him.

I don't know why, but I like having him cum in my pussy. I like to feel the explosion of his cock and feel the warmth of his cum fill me up. Would he do that in my fantasy? :) I think the answer to this rhetorical question is more than obvious.

Part 1: The Reality

2011-10-01T19:10:00.003+08:00

I've come to discover what a cock without sex for two weeks would do.

We were naked in bed just as we always were, and set out to take a nap. Along the way, I thought of a question I wanted to ask him because of what I had seen while I was boredly surfing porn the previous night.

Me: Did you learn how to twist my nipples by watching Japanese porn?
Him: No.
Me: I was bored last night and searched for random porn vids to watch. A Japanese man twisted the actress' nipples in the same way as you did to mine!

That must've planted some kind of naughty thought in his mind, because that was what he had carried out next - enjoyable nipple twisting :) to my pleasure, of course.

Me: You shouldn't put a finger down there right now, or you'll figure how wet I am.

Quite obviously, the fingering came next - and it was relentless, almost :P

Then came his dick head - which he rubbed all over my thigh.. and boy was it wet with pre-cum. Enough to keep that rubbing for what seemed like several minutes long. I was rather surprised because it probably would've hurt if there wasn't enough pre-cum to trace the route that his dick head headed.

Well, I didn't want to fuck. so he fell asleep eventually.

but then, I couldn't get to sleep. so I asked if I could take a peep at his dick. A sleepy him replied yes. and so I peeped under the sheets.

Him: So what did you see?
Me: A cute ****.

And it was so cute that I could not resist going back down under the sheets, and going low, so my lips could reach his dick and give it a little peck where it belonged.

Him: You shouldn't kiss it when its small/soft (can't remember the exact word). You should kiss it when it's hard.
Me: *hesitated for a while* but it wasn't?!?!
Him: It is now.

Almost unbelievably, I peeped back down and well, I wasn't disappointed :P I suppose one should never doubt a man when he says that he's hard, or big. heehee.

And so, it got what was requested for on its behalf - a sweet little peck.

Him: Lick it.
Me: (i love to be commanded... but..) Okay, but that's all I'm going to do - to lick it and nothing more, unless you ask me to suck it.
Him: Suck it then.

And suck, I did.

I still didn't want to fuck, or maybe I was just letting my mind take over everything else. So I turned away from him and got into my favourite sleeping position - on my side. Shut my eyes and tried to sleep. But his fingers soon found their way into my pussy again. Perhaps it was as simple as a case of bees to honey.

Everything above, was done without any mouth-to-mouth kissing btw. Perhaps he knew that kisses would've turned me on even more. I asked him why there weren't any, and he cheekily responded by saying that I had to earn them, but wouldn't say how to when asked.

I didn't know how to either :P so I held his face and tried to plant kisses on his lips. It was like playing catch, but with our lips!! Something I've always liked to do with him - but now I'm on the chasing end so I know how he feels. :x

and finally, I reached his lips (he probably relented?) and our tongues reached deeply into each other's mouths for each other. At the same time, I continued to be fingered again and I let go of our kisses for short breathless gasps of moans from time to time, only to return to that addictive deep-tonguing-connection I could never willingly free myself from.

He kissed my neck and had his arms around me. How nice and warm - it was hard not to react (considering I love the cuddley-kissey at the right spots and at the right moments). He soon ended up on top of me (love the effort) and soon, his cock was exploring my soft ass and pussy lips. I was so wet, so it basically was gliding in exploration and glee. Except that I happened to shut my legs and announce to him that I had closed my door :) He laughed in amusement - a pretty good thing, I suppose - to be tickled intellectually while being horny. :)

The best and most unforgettable part to me was, when he lifted his cock up a little over my ass, and I felt pre-cum being dribbled unintentionally (probably unconsciously too) over my ass cheeks (a little out of where my crack is). It left a dribbled line of pre-cum - which surprised me, and also told me about how turned on he was. He glided around a lot more, all despite the occassionaly tightly shut door of a squeezed ass. The more he did so, the more scared and excited I felt - his dick had threatened to poke into my ass and pussy - probably unintentionally? :P and I just couldn't tell when it would end up in one of my holes.

He turned me around with my legs shut at first. When he had me successfully turned over, he spread my legs and I gave in without much resistance. His cock eventually managed to dive into my pussy once - after sliding around some more, and I somehow found my legs comlpetely wrapped around him as he began to drill me with him on top.

He drilled. I got drilled. He wanted me to ride him, and lay down on the bed. I did, and his cock felt so huge inside of me so I distracted myself by sucking him and pumping him with my hand. He wanted to cum in my mouth, but I wasn't always the most obedient bitch, so I went back to the ride :) I wanted his cum in me, and I wanted it to be a blast. He confirmed that and obliged with action :)

so I could never imagine how much cum was stored over those two weeks - because they never made it in my mouth, or onto my body :)

Burgled. Stolen. Fucked.

2011-09-16T01:39:00.000+08:00

We were going to get some sleep when I stuck my ass out towards him as we hugged on our sides with my back facing him. He asked me to tell him what I was trying to do. I merely replied, "I'm trying to feel your dick". And feel his dick did I, for he pushed himself closer to me and then parked his cock just right outside the door of my pussy. I didn't dare think that I was going to get fucked, but soon enough, we both figured and knew that I was going to be.

Well anyway, apart from that, here's something else we both know about me: When I get too horny, I begin to want to feel like a slut who's totally owned by her man, and that translates into wanting to get my ass fucked.

However, I've never gotten ass fucked because the last time we tried, it hurt too bad, even with lube. That was several years ago.

Today though, my man finally said that "if you can find butter, or margarine even, I will fuck your ass". I was surprised, and I didn't know whether or not to believe it, but I was almost turned on with the thought that this could all be real. I asked if it was safe, and I said that I would head down to the supermarket near us that's open 24/7 to purchase the butter if he really did mean it. He asked me to check the fridge, and I promptly did so.

Voila. The huge tub of margarine, enough for at least 20 ass fucks, beamed at me - right from the very moment when I opened that fridge door. Putting my hesitations aside, I brought the box to him. As I placed the tub of margarine by the side of the bed, he (who was already standing) asked if I could suck his cock, and I gladly walked over to him. I asked if he needed to ask in the first place, and he simply replied "yes". I was turned on by his politeness, and replied with the words that my heart ached to say - "of course". Following which, I could not resist the little sweet bit of contact which I so love, and kissed his lips ever so gently, without forgetting thereafter to get on my knees (my favourite position to suck a cock). He had just waxed and his huge, bare, exposed cock and balls were just staring at me, as if waiting for me to act. I couldn't wait to suck it but I didn't want to admit it (yes I am shy) :x After all, actions speak best.

I sucked his cock and he asked if I was wet. I couldn't give him an answer, and anyway, before I did, I was ordered to get into doggy. I did as I was told, as I adored his command. Needless to say, he got his answer as soon as I obeyed and spread my legs on all fours. He couldn't help but comment that I was so wet and I was happy to be a wet slut. He teased my pussy as he pressed his cock against my lips, my entrance, my clit and as he rubbed it up and down, it felt so warm and hot. That act was such a teaser - though I soon realized his cock worked faster than my mind did. While I was enjoying the heat from his insistent pressing and rubbing, he slid himself in and gave my cunt the filling she desired. As he drilled that cock so very hard into my pussy, I felt my own wetness and thought that perhaps, the margarine might not be needed at all. He wasn't pumping hard into my pussy, he was banging my cunt and all I could do was moan for more. I saw my own tits bouncing away uncontrollably and there was nothing at all that I could do to stop them from being so excited. I didn't want to anyway. Bouncing titties made me feel like a shameless slut who didn't bother to contain them in a decent bra. Furthermore, I had secretly wanted him to slam his fucking balls into my pussy and make every part of his crown jewels absolutely wet.

When he decided that my dripping cunt was well done, I sucked his cock once more. His cock was glistening with my juices, and had caught some of its thickness in certain areas. I was asked to stop sucking his cock because he wanted to fuck my ass hard and for a lastingly long time.

I got back into position, put my ass up and let him spread the butter around its closed entrance. It felt good as he smeared and rubbed it all over, because there was some sort of a feeling of sweet anticipation as he did that. He slid a finger in, slowly, and began to finger fuck my ass. Not neglecting my wet and waiting pussy, his dick acted to tease her a little more and I was double penetrated (DP-ed). He asked me how it felt to be DP-ed, and said that I must be enjoying it. I was busy trying to soak in the feeling of being DP-ed like a slut who is owned, and yet not entirely owned in the ass. I can't remember now if I had replied him, for it was a very intense feeling. It did not make me hornier than I already was (I think), but it was unexplainable, and intense, and I didn't want him to stop making me feel this way (like a slut).

Then, he asked if I was ready for his cock. I replied to say that I can't be ready for he was going to fuck my ass anyway. Once again, there was lots of butter and spreading it in between two round jiggly pieces of 'bread'. He pressed and eased his cock into my ass, and it was just, so intense. I never felt so owned before (except during deepthroating perhaps? though this felt somewhat different) and I was just a moaning, anal slut! He confessed while fucking that I was really gripping him very tightly, and in the midst of all my moans, I blurted out that I just wanted him to continue to fuck my ass real bad. I begged and said 'please fuck my ass' a couple of times, while heart-achingly hoping that he wouldn't stop. He never stopped throughout, until he disclosed to me that he was going to cum. In my intense heat, I revealed that I wouldn't even mind if he gave me a creampie in my fucking ass.

My man exploded in a condom and I had the strongest feeling of intimacy ever (not just during the cumming, but throughout the entire process). After which, I simply wanted an unlimited about of light kisses on the lips, and gentle frenching, and some part of me wished that he would fuck my ass again - my ass which yearns to be fucked so I would feel like a solely owned ass whore.

Now tell me, who takes pictures when they're having such a smashing good time?

Poll #5 Results

2011-08-31T09:10:00.000+08:00

A total of 439 votes :) and almost a third voted for "Sales and Marketing.

Unfortunately, or fortunately, I am in an organisation where profits aren't measured by dollars and cents :) And the field in which I studied, worked in before, and currently am working in is one of which less than 15% of people voted for.

Job scope wise - it is a mix of what the different fields do. It's a bit of admin (not totally) plus a combination of 2 other 'fields' of work. :) The votes gathered for these two fields added together are less than 20%.

I suppose I just don't seem / appear to be the sort of person who'd work with a non-profit kind of philosophy behind me :)

xoxo~~

Breakdown of votes

Education 56 votes, 12%

Finance 71 votes, 16%

Fashion 22 votes, 5%

Sales & Marketing 141 votes, 32%

Social Work 25 votes, 5%

Clerical / Admin 58 votes, 13%

Engineering 16 votes, 3%

Architecture 5 votes, 1%

Law

Medicine

Work or Play?

2011-08-20T23:39:00.003+08:00

I can only wonder.. how many people read this blog enough to realize that there is an ongoing poll now. :)

Anyway, I've also always wondered what kind of industry my readers think I work in.. and so that is the subject of my current poll.

One thing to note about this poll though, is that I'd like to find out which field you think I have worked in / am currently in.. and it's about what you think. This is not about the field that you wish I am in.

If you did vote, thanks for satisfying my curiosity :P

I opened my door and a burglar broke into my ass and stole its virginity.

2011-08-05T01:37:00.001+08:00

Pink Panties

2011-07-17T23:15:00.001+08:00

One Night in Hong Kong (cont'd)

2011-06-30T08:50:00.000+08:00

and somewhere along the way I obviously reached for his cock and stroked it (it's always a lovely feeling to feel hardness in my hand). After stroking it for a while, I slapped my ass with his stiff cock and felt some hot wetness. I couldn't resist rubbing his hard, somewhat innocent and yet imposing stiff cock against my soft ass cheeks - imposing because it was, by my own doing, pressing its hardness against me. :)

and I guess I didn't really know how horny I was, though I should have been able to tell because I started to dirty talk as my wetness wet my thighs and surprised even myself.

"I'm getting so wet that even my thighs are wet".

"Everything is dripping down towards my ass".

"It's becoming so slippery that your cock might just slide into my ass".

and while I was "assing" my speech around, I grabbed his cock and moved all that rubbing from my ass cheeks to the 'line' where my pussy and ass were, once again using my own hand to make him (his cock) stroke me with that imposing hardness.

We kissed and hugged and I soon was too happy to find him on top of me. His cock teased my pussy - threatening to dive deep in, and yet it only stayed to play at her door.

Eventually, of course, he gave in, and we fucked our early morning fuck - which was just like a cake without icing.

Loving to be gagged, that was my icing on the cake - and he surprised me by decorating my cake with his form of icing. He gagged me, and I felt my throat being 'pushed' open (sort of like how a cock enters a pussy during her very first time). It's an undescribable feeling really, and maybe even if I could find the words to describe it, I'd rather keep it to myself and savour it in my own mind.

The surprise didn't end at just deepthroating. It ended with a real gag that took me a while to realise that it happened. He was going to cum in my throat, and I knew I wanted to take him as deep as I possibly could, so that all of that hot, wet goodness would go deep down my slutty throat. Little did I know that I could not take all of it, and so I gagged and choked on the remaining cum which I couldn't swallow, and gave just one uncontrollable cough.

He said that's the way it's supposed to be (which I agree) - especially for his girl who wanted so much to be gagged, and we'd be missing the point of it if it didn't happen that way.

Pleased with the real gag, I just wondered when our next 'gagging' session would be.

One Night in Hong Kong

2011-06-11T00:50:00.000+08:00

Or morning, rather.

It was 6am and I had groggily woken up to visit the loo. Little did I know that he was awake too, when I returned to bed.

My nipples were fondled, caressed, twisted, and all. Endlessly, I'd even say.

and I was happy, and quiet :)

He said that this was punishment (for being bad, in other matters) a day earlier, and that he was going to continue until my nipples were sore - which made me even happier. So happy was I that I spoke up, "you know I'd love that - sore nipples". In fact, the more sore and swollen they were, the better.

A while later, he said that we would see who could last longer, and I was up for the challenge, knowing that I can resist the act of fucking when I really want to. ;) "We'll see", I said, confidently.

The twisting went on relentlessly.

The Cum Slut

2011-06-06T22:44:00.000+08:00

He's always had his concerns and hesitations when gagging me, and that gentle aspect can be nice, really, because it can make me feel safe.

However, it's sometimes fun to go out of one's comfort zone - I certainly hope that is so for him, now), because it is for me (not that I haven't realized before that I like the idea of a deepthroat) - and it is especially so now, since I've found that being deepthroated for real gets me truly wet. As such, this is so contradictory, but a non-comfort zone (being deepthroated isn't exactly the most comfortable thing ever, i suppose - for some girls at least!) seems to be becoming mine. Perhaps it's just because I yearn for more of it.

Yes, it does make me feel like crying when the first thrust makes me feel as if my throat is being opened, but that is just what I had asked for, so I have no right to complain :D Furthermore, cum sluts are sluts who do anything for cum - including being deepthroated.

I've asked him to train me to deepthroat him better (I can't call it gag anymore because it's not like I end up choking real bad), meaning - to train me to an extent where I am able to take more thrusts before getting a break. ;)

And well, the whole cum slut part began with this collar (no bdsm, just pure suggestive fun), and it was kinda like a surprise for him. I showed it to him, modelled it without buckling it on, and he had put it on for me (love that bit - makes me feel like i'm HIS cum slut). I never really fancied that much the idea of men putting necklaces on or for women (i guess i just realised that it could be because that's too tame for me!) though I don't detest it. However, this collar is just something different :) So there I was, naked, in the middle of pure sex, with a collar and a little whisper into his ears - that a cum slut is defined by a want (or maybe need) for cum ANYWHERE and even everywhere - so he can cum in my mouth, pussy, tits, face, etc and wherever he likes.

and he did. throughout the weekend, i've had cum in my pussy, chest, neck, mouth, and being the cum slut, i just had to prove myself and swallow it all (and to lick every single bit of leftover cum at the the tip of his cock). no wastage allowed.

The Shiny Collar of a Cum Slut.

The last bit of red.

2011-05-29T01:44:00.000+08:00

bound by bows.

2011-05-10T02:08:00.000+08:00

when i'm bound by something as pretty as a bow, i totally do not mind ;)

xoxo~

Pull!

2011-04-24T15:09:00.000+08:00

it down!!

Well, maybe just ever so slightly. ;)

Oops.. a little too late.

2011-03-15T14:46:00.007+08:00

Apparently, some other kinds of presents too just can't wait to be ~~opened~~ wet.

How naughty.

So naughty.

but sweet? :)

Everybody Loves Presents

2011-02-28T23:37:00.003+08:00

and so do i..

and so does he.. :)

and so do We.

but it takes a ton of effort to have them wrapped nicely.

so as you probably already know, i've been VERY busy wrapping up some naughty presents during the festive and sweet valentine season.

that refuse to be tied with a ribbon around them..

and struggle to set themselves free from the gorgeous bow.

such that I gave up for a while and let ~~them~~ it be free.

What's in and behind a present?

2011-02-14T23:00:00.001+08:00

Sometimes I really think that wrapping presents are just like dressing up.

It's just for beauty sake.. well.. and maybe for the sake of having your loved one open/tear up the wrapping to find something pretty and sexy and lovely and delectable and desireable on the inside.

Imagine all that glee!

Should one will it so, it'll only take a second or at most two to rip any wrapping apart. But I guess the imagined glee is sometimes what motivates people to wrap their presents and themselves up so nicely.

Is the beauty of the wrapping and the value of the present always what we should look at? Or are there priceless things that we might treasure more? Such as time spent together, and meals shared?

Well, ask me and i'd tell you anytime that i want all of it :) When asked by others about which love language mine is and which appeals most to me, I greedily answered that I probably need all of it and therefore found much difficulty in picking just 1 or 2. It's just too hard to narrow it down to 1 or 2 when tangible gifts, as well as intangibles such as sweet, kind words; time; acts of service; and touch matter so much too. I guess I'm just greedy as always. teehee~

Whatever it is, I hope I'm his best present :D

Happy Valentine's Day! :)

xoxo~

Happy Lunar New Year ;)

2011-02-03T22:25:00.003+08:00

I'll be painting the "town" red soon ;)

White Christmas

2010-12-29T01:45:00.000+08:00

It's snowing.

Peeks.

2010-12-15T15:12:00.000+08:00

Peaks.

2010-11-28T20:11:00.000+08:00

a Peek at my Peaks.

2010-11-06T14:19:00.002+08:00

In the Pink

2010-10-14T10:12:00.004+08:00

haven't had much time on hand to blog, so i've decided to let some pictures do the talking.

Their Selective Selection.

2010-09-27T00:32:00.000+08:00

While on the bus, I really started wondering about whether or not people would ever be able to sense that a vibe is on :) Perhaps if they sat beside me, they might be able to feel the strong vibe, or as i fidget and giggle away madly, they might raise an eyebrow or two. Well, none of that happened, but I did suspect that the waitress knows something or two.

He begged to differ, and so I didn't let my thoughts get the better of me as it might've just been her curiosity at work since my bf left the remote on the dining table. We had sushi that day, and he would increase the speed or turn it off and on when I least expected it - leading to tightly squeezed thighs and a bunch of giggles yet again.

This happened all the way.. until he tried to switch it off and spare me for a little while when we finished our meal and were waiting to pay. It was then that we realised the vibe couldn't be switched off at all.. so that was how I went home.. back on a bus.. across the street.. and back up to his place.

As I stripped, I showed him my panties and asked if he felt they were wet. I thought they weren't the wettest I had seen, but anyway, he said they were wet.

Then, he ordered me to go to where he was on the bed, and to get on my knees in doggy. I innocently asked if he wanted my legs to be placed together or apart, to which there was no reply - so they were just oh-so-slightly spread. Which I suppose was just nice for him to get a glimpse of what he was looking at - he commented that I was very wet.

(well - what to do when one dreams of being 'tortured relentlessly" by a bring-out bullet vibe that was previously mentioned in a curious blog entry earlier this year, that's used as she goes around in public acting like nothing happens, and then finding herself growing to be so horny that she all she wants is to be bent over and fucked, by the glass railings overlooking several stories of shops and people at the shopping mall, with his cock being fed the best view of her pussy?)

He tried to insert the vibe into me, but my pussy didn't really budge, so I suggested having me lie face up instead. Being stubborn, she still didn't budge much.. and the front that she had put up only allowed half or less than half of the vibe to enter. I think she's just being selective! as he put the vibe aside and let his cock pushed himself through her door, i felt a little surprised but happy at his "impatience" for me, and that I was being proven right - he had no problem with making a grand entrance at all. :) and might I add that without the slightest hesitation, she even completely allowed him to make use of her wetness fully, to ease the milking of his cock and let him have his fun while she has hers :D?

With the vibe refusing to listen to the remote's command to be switched off, and my pussy resisting the vibe, I suppose both the remote and my pussy have their own selective ways where decision-making is concerned :)

My first toy

2010-09-18T10:56:00.000+08:00

is actually a gift for him :)

I had purchased it online, so it'd be delivered to his home.. but in the midst of express shipping, I actually forgot that I had made that purchase.. so I was totally clueless when someone knocked on the door and handed me a parcel.

Well, while it is our first toy, it isn't my first time forgetting what my purchases are when they arrive. I guess that makes it an even better, stronger surprise!

So my bf likes to open my packages and watch me try to grab it from him as he holds it in his arms and hands (why not in between his legs?), and this time was no different. I managed to fumbly tear open the plastic packaging to reveal a box - which he opened for me (so sometimes it's a good thing to let him have it) and quite obviously he didn't stop there. The larger box revealed a smaller box - a little black box inside that was wrapped with layers of bubble wrap all around. Plenty of it, i'd even say - since it's supposed to be packaged discreetly, or somewhat at least, as they always promise. It wasn't discreet enough to get past the hands of my bf though (especially not with my absent mindedness!).

Now I don't know if it was the pretty black box that gave the vibe away.. or if my bf only found out what it was after we opened the little black box. Not that that matters, because I don't remember how I discovered it was the vibe when I was thinking except for "Oh My God" and "It was meant to be a surprise"!! and "How could I have forgotten?". I laughed a pretty lot and my bf said I blushed (but I honestly didn't, cos only my cheeks were pink as they sometimes are and a true blush for me would involve my entire face turning beet red!).

Though I had casually shown him the product page before, I guess this still is a surprise as both of us weren't expecting it at all (absentmindedness on my part), and he was so pleased he was grinning throughout the episode above. So i said.. "well, now we'll keep it till its your actual birthday to use it" and I should've known - he wasn't ever going to let me do that :)

I must say the package was delivered at a pretty timely time in the afternoon :P We were just about to head out for lunch and I was waiting in the living room for him to get ready (which he did, just as I signed for it). Which meant that he could really use the vibe during lunch (how publicly immediate that was) and he did.

We gave the controls a little test, which brought about many giggles, laughter, and squeezing of the vibes in between my legs. For several moments I couldn't walk with my legs open as the effects the vibe provided were rather ticklish at times. It was as if each giggle and laugh signified a yelp for help (to stop the vibe) that I didn't really need. Nevertheless, I put on some panties with a lining that doubled up as a slot for a vibe, and we kissed for longer than usual before heading out. I felt a hard-on as we hugged and kissed with the vibe switched on, but didn't say anything as I didn't know if it came about because he could feel the vibration at his balls too.

Anyway, when we reached the ground floor of his place and were walking to the main road where the bus stop was, he whispered to me and said he is getting a hard-on thinking about the whole vibe thing and it is showing through his pants. I took a quick peek down and let out a happy, cheeky, thrilled smile.

The sight and thought of his stiff, hard cock poking at his pants and hoping that either one of us would set him free was just so delectable that I felt my heart give a little squeal.

With that and the hardworking vibe, we soon hopped onto a bus that whisked us off for lunch, to satisfy (and pacify) our rumbling tummies.

Au Naturel

2010-09-18T07:00:00.002+08:00

Blindfolded

2010-09-05T09:39:00.000+08:00

Being blindfolded by my bf is probably something that I won't be able to get enough of.

It makes me feel like I don't know what to expect, and yet the person who had me blindfolded is someone who is familiar and trusted, making the experience safe. This is different from being blindfolded and raped by stranger(s) of course, but in the same way, I do believe that it provides the same kind of excitement which involves one being somewhat ignorant, and unknowing of what is to happen next.

I was feeling upset about something one day, and told my bf that I was indeed feeling upset. The reply I got from him was that I was going to be even more upset, but instead, I received a command to get on my knees and to be in doggy. He put a blindfold around my head, and in that instant when I felt the smooth ties on my eyes, I knew what his use of "upset" meant.

In other words, I found out that I was going to get some comfort in what others may perceive to be 'upsetting' to them instead, and that my bf probably had inverted commas in the term "upset" that were invisible when spoken.

so my bf used two ties, which I thought solely were for my eyes (to make sure I really can't see), but instead he used the second one for my wrists. I should've guessed! anyway, with my arms restricted, I helplessly relied on him for movement - which also meant that he could do whatever he wanted with me and made me do whatever he wanted me to do, which is the helpless feeling I crave and adore so very much.

then, he stroked the wetness on my puss and had me taste my own wetness. i sucked it and twirled my tongue around his finger tip like how i would swirl mine around his bulging, round cock head, while making sure i flicked, licked and sucked it well enough to carefully ensure that i did get a taste of myself. he asked if i liked it and i let out a little meek smile because the way in which i treated his finger like i was sucking cock gave not only my answer, but my positive hunger away. what followed was a licking for me throughout the first bit of time that I lost track of, and without me knowing, his cock was full, hard and ready for some gorgeous action. i only realized that it was thick and so 'dangerous' when it was knocking at my pussy's door, stroking my wetness, and him saying "look at how wet you are", with an underlying tone of a tease ;) i felt that his strong, hard cock was the one who was teasing my puss as it stroked my wet pussy like it was spreading what it proved to me to be a neverending wetness and therefore an ache to succumb to the pleasure I know of and to my thoughts of wanting to be used, owned, and simply fucked by him!

and I was being turned from one big dick position (a term i use for positions where it makes me feel as if his cock is much larger and that it is going deeper) to another, and to several others. I can't describe how it felt because every single one just led to me enjoying the sensation of having a cock-filled pussy that seemed to be relentlessly fucked by a big cock she cannot avoid and yet instead craves! I was manouvred into a doggy with my my head resting low and comfortably on the bed just as my knees were, and with my ass shown up high to him and my willing pussy beyond exposed, and with my wrists tied and my eyes blindfolded, I could only moan in 'shame' as I secretly wanted him to do all that he wanted to me as I remained helpless and docile. In the midst of the 'shameless' high ass doggy position, which happens to be one of those big dick positions too :), he took his entire cock out and re-entered, repeating this as he knows that it's one of the things that he does that is a favourite of mine. i like feeling a bulging head squeezing itself into my pussy, and coming out for a breather so that i can enjoy that same sensation again when my pussy meets his cock for the next squeeze. clearly, it was a joy for me that he has the upperhand, and all the while as he drilled and stuffed me so confidently in what he probably knew i liked, i, on the other hand, never knew what exactly he was going to do next. Was I going to be left alone at some point in time? Am I going to be blindfolded to the end? Would my pussy be licked endlessly later on? Or might it be fingered and stroked?

Well some time along all of this too, I was fed his cock :D and as he moved his cock deep into my throat in just one gentle and yet sure and swift move forward. It was unexpected and the unsuspecting, surprised me was delighted at that stuffing sensation that he allowed me to enjoy only for two moments as the hungry me soon edged my head forward, seeking that same depth, but only to realise that that sensation would only be possible with his decision to be kind to me, as he did before. he is gentle because he is careful not let His Pokeyness gag me in its fun, though it is supposed to be His Pokeyness' nature to poke ;) and i would let him do so if he wanted to because i like feeling like a naughty girl who deserves it. in fact, in this incident i was one. Prior to me feeling upset, i had actually sucked his cock and made it excited, before deciding i would leave it alone as what i like to do with cocks that finally get some of my attention ;) so he did tell me some time along the way that for my insensitivity and carelessness, I was being punished.

He shot in my mouth, with great attention given to sucking, licking, flicking his delectable cock head, and with me enjoying the explosion of that already big and bulging head - whose magnificence and countless bursts of energy at its climax were responsible for filling me up. :)

Punishment never felt so great.

a stink, a stench, a scent, a smell.

2010-08-18T22:54:00.001+08:00

it has been said too often, and too commonly, that pheromones and smells are what helps one person to consciously or unconsciously decide on whether or not to be with / fuck a person, or in other words be attracted to, or unattracted to a person.

and so it got me thinking about what some others have said about "smelling bad". well, there are some smells that are almost universally agreed upon by most people (except for those who are immune to it), and some of these stinky stenches include those of garbage, poo, and etc.

thing is - what smells bad, or great, is subjective. as unique as what each of us individually are, there's a set of smells that we can grow accustomed to, and may perceive as lovely. take the underarm for example - most of the time when it smells of stagnant sweat, people would shun away from it. why is it then, that smelling my bf's underarm (and neck and shoulder and back and face) gives me a kind of comfort? :) and why is it too, that my bf enjoys smelling me when i first wake up in the morning and after exercising/sweating myself out? apparently, he says there's a kind of unique scent that's pleasant to him and can be captured only during those times. i wonder how that smells like (the morning one is interesting since it is present only during the first few seconds of waking up and if i don't smell of drool then i wonder what that's about haha) but i guess i'll never find out since we're all accustomed to most of our own individual scents.

so to me, there isn't such a thing as "men are smelly" or "women smell bad when...". do people really smell bad when they just got out of bed? and do they absolutely stink when they sweat? some do, but others don't - at the end of the day, it's impossible for me to say that men tend to be smelly, or that women smell bad when they don't shower or don't bask in perfume - because it's all subjective. his smell is strongest at the point in time when he just got out of bed, and that is no smelly smell to me - it's his smell and i adore it. and my smell is horrid when i sweat, but for some reason, my bf likes it. i guess smell might play a role (to some extent) in affecting our decisions in choosing a partner, and i like to think of it as finding the suitable ones, instead of detesting those that aren't.

having said that, the other thought about smell is that it can make a person aroused. no - smelling my bf's smell from his neck and all doesn't make me horny at all, it just makes me feel so close to him, happy, comfortable, and makes me yearn for more, and so at those times when i can lay in bed and smell him to my heart's content (which i can't because the smell fades off after a while when i smell it till i can't pick it up anymore). and when my bf smells me, he gives me a hug and a squeeze, and i doubt it's the smell that makes him aroused (which he confirmed anyway), but instead, i'm guessing that it's probably the squeeze (at some soft, fleshy regions).

the thing is though, that i think his pre-cum might have some kind of an effect on me, even if it's only a little one. it makes me feel a wee bit more thrilled when i smell his excitement, and this becomes a whole cycle of wanting to please him even more so there will be more taste and smell, and when that happens thrill comes along, which leads to even more pleasing again.

of course - sight and sound, our sense of touch and how our minds are teased all play a major role in attraction, and in my opinion, smell is just one of these factors, but it may not always be THE Only Factor in searching for a partner where fucking is concerned, though it may count in every first impression :P. perhaps that's the reason why perfume and cologne and deodorant (and toothpaste and sweets!) exist - to save the day and cloud the noses of others so that everyone else gets somewhat fooled, but if that same someone turns the thoughts of others' off and makes them want to flee from his touches based on other qualities of his own, then i'd have to agree with the statement above - that smell probably isn't the only thing that makes people click.

beauty and its value is in the nose of the beholder.
end of story.

big swinging boobs.

2010-08-12T00:50:00.000+08:00

a pair of large, swinging titties are what i find intrigueing to look at (apart from watching cocks grow and some other amusing things :) )

the way they swing in all directions - up, down, left, right, diagonally too, is just simply mesmerizing - don't ask me why!

it's even better when a girl with big boobs gets fucked hard, cos then they really swing with all their might :D the video below shows two girls with tits that swing a little - and i can't decide which set of tits i prefer. one obviously swings and flies around more than the other, but the other one - has got a pretty good shape and size for her boobs :)

this whole boobie thing kinda reminds me of how i like being fucked hard in doggy because i get to lower myself and have my nipples brush lightly against the sheets, or have my boobs squeezed by my bf while my pussy gets pleasured too. even when my nipples aren't painting the bedsheets, they feel good too when they're just 'bouncing' back and forth, but never swinging. so this makes me wonder if the undescribable bolts of a sensation would be heightened if a pair of nip clips are attached to them as they move with each thrust of my bf, but i never dared try to pinch them on to mine because of the fact that they stop one's bloodflow when put on.

the other thing i like about swinging boobs is that they look so irresistable, and it's like they're inviting others to kiss and grab them :) i like it too when a guy grabs a woman's boobs as she's getting fucked, and i love it even more when it's my bf who grabs mine as i'm getting fucked. it makes me feel that he simply cannot resist the sweet, firm goodness of my peaches and wants them so bad that he has to give in to the urge of his hands. the thought of swinging titties also fills my mind with an image of having a dangling ball of yarn in front of a kitty and watching how it simply just wants to 'grab it' and have it - but can't. it is that act of playful temptation that's what swinging titties bring across to me.

:) 'hang and tease'
this scene is pretty far back in the vid, but more flapping and flopping of their titties is seen after this scene, imo.

and here's just one more vigorous vid of flying titties in motion (and in doggy), torn stockings and public groping and stripping - that i thoroughly enjoyed watching since who knows how long ago and is one that i still love.. (more than the one above).

Hitomi Tanaka's Public Bus Gang Bang

both videos are from the lovely Slutload ;)

another view from the bus

2010-08-05T08:53:00.000+08:00

my bf was heading to work when he caught sight of my cleavage on the bus. it probably was unexpected for him as much as it was for me as we were just sitting down and talking before we even realized that it was showing. needless to say, my bf was the one who alerted me about the view that he was getting.

he was so excited about seeing it that i wondered if he felt an urge to head back home and not go to work :) heehee.

anyway, i guess he couldn't resist taking photos of it.

these photographs are thus by courtesy of my bf.

ahh yes, he got so close that the scalloped tip/edge of my brassiere was visible.

Our prelude and fugue

2010-07-31T20:11:00.001+08:00

i was playing with my bf with some pillows before i ran out to the living room and lay on the sofa hugging 'em. he came out to look for me after a while, and with my head facing the sofa and not him, i didn't see his hard cock coming. instead, his hard cock tapped my head and thoughts of cock slapping promptly came into my head ;)

i turned to him and my his hard cock greeted my face. i was so thrilled to see his cock so close up, and was so totally excited about it too, because i wasn't expecting it to be hard in the first place :P i couldn't resist it, so i took it into my mouth, trying very hard to take in its full length as he stood standing with his cock above my face. i craved his cock and just felt myself wanting more, especially when his hand explored my boobs and got my oversized shirt out of the way. when my nipples are being played with at the same time as when i'm sucking his cock and therefore have my mouth full and busy with it, i can't decide if i need to let out a moan or if i need to concentrate and focus harder on sucking his cock because i want to moan to tell him that i want him to keep playing with my tits, and yet i don't want to compromise on the cock sucking because i just simply want to have it in me. i just want to continue being distracted by the tweaking of my nipples while i enjoy the feeling of having him in me. i just want contact here and there!

with some construction going on near his place (at the opposite block), we risked putting up a free show for the workers ;) even so, i was too caught up with his cock that i made no comment about it, because we got busy and too focussed on what followed.

i felt his big dick in doggy, and sat on top of him both facing him and with my back facing him, and we just kept going. that made me really happy because i really like being fucked for what seems like an endless amount of time.. and in big dick positions too ;)

best of all.. this was just a prelude to the next fuck we had :P some minutes later, when we were supposed to get breakfast, we ended up on the bed instead, with a hard cock in my mouth and...

:)

our song ended with us having some jelly-goodness for our legs.

Poll #4 Results

2010-07-28T10:04:00.000+08:00

"The theme of my fantasy fuck with The Slut would have to be.."

- Men & Women in Uniform 54 (20%)
- Formal Ball 27 (10%)
- Slave(s) and Master(s) 41 (15%)
- Halloween 3 (1%)
- Tarzan and Jane's Jungle 19 (7%)
- Pajamas/Lingerie Party 69 (25%)
- Bare Nothingness 54 (20%)

Total votes: 267

Thanks to everyone who indicated your choice with a vote :) a whole quarter of those who voted actually went for the Pajamas/Lingerie Party idea while it seems that Bare Nothingness and Men & Women in Uniform had a fifth of voters each! :)

Personally it would be difficult for me to narrow down my choices to 1 lone favourite.. so i'd say i'd probably give all of them a go (if i ever have a chance to!) except for the Halloween one :P i get spooked pretty easily.. and i would prefer to have myself scream my head off over something that's more sexy than scary. heheh`~

an invitation home

2010-07-23T13:12:00.000+08:00

"please hurry home and twist them for me".

while my bf was at work, i sent an invitation home to him, and that was what it said.

Poll #4: Themes and Play

2010-07-19T21:58:00.000+08:00

The question for this poll is...

"The theme of my fantasy fuck with The Slut would have to be.."

- Men & Women in Uniform (apart from regular officer roles, this category also includes bosses, decent-looking teachers & principals, massuers, maintenance men, and postmen (and perhaps Santa too) ;))

- Formal Ball (with glitzy dress-up wear, such as formal suits and gowns that hide stockings, fitted corsets, and all that ra-ra - which are for taking off at a later time)

- Slave(s) and Master(s) (bring on the cuffs, rope, tapes and all~)

- Halloween (of ghouly, ghastly, ghostly unknowns, and of monstrous creatures, etc.)

- Tarzan and Jane's Jungle (think animal prints, ripped cloth, and skimpy, open loin cloths ;))

- Pajamas/Lingerie Party

- Bare Nothingness (for those who'd rather not have any theme at all, and who'd rather just have a plain, fuss-free fuck without masks and clothing right from the start).

***The fantasy fuck referred to in this poll could be a 1-1, or fuck with others in a gangbang, mass orgy, MMF, FFM.
**Please feel free to assume, if you wish, that Masquerade Masks will be used in the fantasy fuck (how ironic, I know, considering it is a fantasy fuck).
*Please note: This question involving themes in this poll refers mainly to the dress-up and set - which may indeed suggest roles. However, roles such as that of a rapist, slave/master are sub-roles which can be a part of any of the themed "characters" mentioned above, so it hasn't been included in this poll :)

As such, these themes are like a temporary disguise for the fuck and/or the intention to fuck - (so do not judge a book by its cover!) as disguises and dress-ups are fun for the feelings of novelty that they may invoke, and that they help us in make-believe and in setting the stage, but what I feel is equally important is how we play with our actions and words to tease the mind of another. ;) Still, a little cover to modestly hide what one has to offer for another to discover is quite a tease in itself :)

How The Slut sees justice

2010-07-14T23:30:00.001+08:00

With my role play madness, which isn't a recent phenomenon but an ongoing thing that has gone on for years, i got reminded of a letter i wrote to my bf one horny day for his birthday. so this letter actually is a document of sorts. i've never seen anything like it, and this is a first :)

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case number: 001

date: (his birthday)

name of police officer involved, and victim: (bf's utterly special nickname)

suspect: (my name)

crime: Insult to the size of a police officer's cock (a jokey, light-hearted crime which wasn't ever done as I could never bring myself to do so, but is written just for the sake of this 'document' :))

statement: -NIL- suspect/alleged offender is in denial.

Possible Sentence may include:
- Choking / Stuffing + Cum in mouth + Swallow
- Hard pussyfucking / Force fuck
- Blindfolding
- Handcuffing / Tying
- Ass, Pussy, Tits and Mouth Smacking
- Eating Pussy
- Licking, Sucking, and Squeezing Tits till Sore
- Facial
- Verbal Insults
- Removal of any articles/clothing that obstructs the way of (righteous) punishment and justice.

*A voucher for "One Uninhibited Night" accompanies this formal letter / document of sorts.

and needless to say, the victim happens to be the police officer, and judge who will be decide on the sentence, and is also the one to administer the punishmnent, which may include one or more of the sentences above.

*The sentence may be announced/carried out in any sequence, regardless of whether or not the alleged suspect pleads guilty, struggles or protests. In addition, the intensity of the punishment would be at the sole discretion of the victim/police officer/judge, as the purpose of this punishment is to tame the offender and minimize chances of re-occurance (of the crime). Side note: It is often noted that prolonged gentle touching of the pussy lips with panties on is most torturous for female offenders.
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it's all in my mind

2010-07-08T07:48:00.001+08:00

Ever since God knows when, I've liked to play police and suspect in my thoughts of roleplaying action with my bf and of course in the role playing action itself :)

how i like to think about it.. is that it starts off with me being suspected for some sort of a crime, that involves a body search - such as shoplifting (or an illegal, unlicensed whore who does drugs maybe?) and etc., or perhaps, requiring my alcohol level checked - but with a close-proximity whiff and what not from the "officer". ;)

to ensure that my hands remain where and what they ought to be - tame, obedient and unobtrusive, i must e cuffed and/or commanded to have my arms remain high up in the air. this makes me feel 'exposed, especially at the titty area, because my arms aren't by my sides so there's nothing to protect the side of them. this is also the reason why i'd never hold the hand-hoops on the train or on the bus - it makes me feel uncomfortable and exposed, and i think it looks rather 'rough' and almost uncouth for a girl to be spreading her arms out in a large 'L' anyway. however, it doesn't seem to look as bad when men do it.

anyway, while my arms are up high, the officer may then proceed to do whatever he wants with me - rip off my clothes in the name of a body search, touch me and feel me thoroughly to ensure that there really is nothing on me, and play with my titties when i insist that i'm innocent. and when i say play, i mean hold and grab and touch and tweak and also, with his tongue - flick. feeling 'exposed', it actually feels rather ticklish especially at the side of body when touched or held there, so i would definitely struggle to break free if i'm being grabbed at the waist or boobs, and even more so when i am stubbornly insisting that i have been wrongly accused and that i am perfectly innocent (and decent). the officer'll then find me pretending to struggle to break free - because moving from left to right and all while his tongue is at my nipples may simply heighten the God-sent sensation which the expression on my face might betray - and with all that movement, my nipples - while slowly standing up to a pout, may brush against his tongue and face even more than they should, and my boobs would probably embarrassingly jiggle and brush against him much more than they ever should have, as we might end up in an 'accidental' and 'almost-suffocating situation' when his face ends up in between my titties instead of being a little further away so my nipples can continue their painting, and with a mindless pursuit of proving my innocence to an equally insistent officer who is persistent in his nasty treatment towards me, that leaves me with no choice but to entirely give up on my otherwise-endless silly struggles, stop moving and simply let the officer do what he wants with me. after all, i am the one who's being cuffed and/or commanded to keep my hands up, and i definitely am the one who's in the compromising position because he holds the baton - which, in this case, is a FAT, long cock.

and this baton is going to be one that's for spanking, drilling and choking ;)

so he not only has a tool for self-defense, he has a weapon too for attack :P which may lead to me kneeling and gagging for mercy, or kneeling and fucking for pardon - both of which are scandalous and extremely well-liked by me.

and though in this episode with this officer exists only in my mind, and that my indecency and innocence can never be proven otherwise (at least not in this situation), it does mean that even in such 'dire' circumstances, a real cop isn't needed to turn me on - but it's the tease that thoughts can offer that works wonders.

back to basics

2010-07-03T22:48:00.001+08:00

my bf clubbed me with an imaginary club the other day.. as the beginning of a cave-era play.

he has always told me about how it is believed that cavemen used to club their women, knock them out and them drag them by their hair, back to their caves/beds/hideouts for sex.

of course he didn't need to drag me back to any cave.. but by clubbing me i decided to act dumb .. and allowed him to lead me to our bed while smiling in my heart (i wasn't sure if it showed on my face) ;)

being the 'knocked out' cave woman, everything was supposedly a blur, so all i remember about the situation was that he knocked me with his club a second time some time after the very first, while i was already in the midst of sheer blurness, and he 'knocked' my head twice this time around.. and he told me it was better for him to make sure that i really was 'in a daze' before he proceeded. i actually was happy to hear that, so i played along and let him fuck the 'utterly-knocked-out' but definitely-very-willing me (who so wanted to be ravaged by a savage in this case, but who also didn't know what to expect so even if he played a gentle and yet violent caveman who just wants to enjoy the fun of pleasing a woman i would've remained obedient anyway!).

the power of roleplaying situations never fails to amuse me. even from the time we were kids, we were roleplaying situations that mimicked adult life or stuff that came from our wildest dreams, and i do believe it made us happy, or at least it made me happy. and as adults and the kids we once were, we find ourselves dramatizing situations and taking on roles (police and thief then, rapist and victim now :) ) that make fantasies come true and almost anything else that we have in our thoughts. this form of play can be such a thrill sometimes, and if 'All the world's a stage, and all the men and women merely players. They have their exits and their entrances, and one man in his time plays many parts", as Shakespeare once said, then let me say that i've always thought of the bed as our playground. i wonder if my bf agrees to that.

in some other cases though, the definition of playground is extended to other areas and places too :) and it is one that arouses not only interest, but pleasure.

private time

2010-06-26T23:22:00.002+08:00

my favourite everyday underwear has got to be the ones that black in colour. and so i have several of these that i wear almost everyday, because they're made of lycra and are so smooth. it makes any sensation from a gentle touch magnified.

and so my puss will get touched endlessly until...

my panty comes off from all that action.

and it'll just have me do what every girl needs to do.

and when all of this just ain't enough..

i end up begging for more when he's around.

Poll 3 Results

2010-06-22T23:12:00.000+08:00

Poll 3 had ended late last month, and the topic was: "With The Slut, I would like to participate in/as a...".

If you had placed a vote, thank you for being a part of the 658 votes received and for making a stand :)

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The results:
1-1 Private Fuck (263, 39%)
MMF-3some (71, 10%)
FFM-3some (190, 28%)
Gangbang (69, 10%)
Voyeur (32, 4%)
Swinger with both parties' partners (33, 5%)
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With my readers, a most likely choice of mine, or a fantasy, would include 1-1 Private Fucks, MMF-3somes, and gangbangs though if my bf really wanted an FFM-3some with a female reader and proposed it, i might give it some thought.

Searching for a cock underneath the blanket and squeezing it when found...

2010-06-20T18:26:00.002+08:00

is like looking for treasure and finding it :)

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so i guess it's little wonder why its neighbours the balls, are commonly referred to by others as "crown jewels" :) they are a part of the treasure too, that i find hiding beneath the layered depth of our blanket :)
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g'nite s'tight

2010-06-17T02:05:00.004+08:00

with lace, prints, glitter, and tight underwear marks,

welcome to my slumber party

are you ready to turn out the lights?

i doubt so..

cos i'm not.. and despite my messy off-to-bed hair, i'm in the mood for taking pictures with this tank that makes my puss blush.

well, it's panties-off time now, but other casuals stilll wish to play.

waitin' for someone to feed me with his cock as i beg for it on my knees and with my eyes.

(the after-supper tummy? hmm.)

sweet dreams :)

Rape to get raped!

2010-06-12T23:19:00.001+08:00

I spent quite some time drafting up the previous post, and as I was writing, i obviously was watching the video and looking at the screen captures I had taken.

At the same time, i was also rubbing my clit in between my pussy lips, and I think i gave them a bit too much of a rub, which took place throughout the entire length of time that I took to draw up the previous post, that I felt too horny afterwards and made the strong decision to disturb my sleeping bf (and his cock).

So there I was.. I walked to the bed and flipped up the blanket, exposing his dear, gorgeous cock. and I was lucky! It was 3/4 erect.. so that put me in an even better mood :)

He was sound asleep, and I knew that I just had to give it a slow suck (I wanted his cock but I didn't want to startle him - surprises are nice but frequent shocks can be bad for the heart). With that slow suck, I worked on suction and on licking his head all over with my tongue while my head bobbed up and down :) As his head got larger and harder, i carefully circled and flicked my tongue faster so I could feel his stiffness and bulging, hard, rounded head better, but I knew I wanted to have a good look at it as well. Once I did, there was no looking back. I hopped on top of him and slid myself down onto His Pokeyness, and felt it hit a good spot as I rode on him for God-knows-how-long since I don't bother to keep track of time :) It felt so good probably because I rubbed my clit more than I had intended to, and with that, I warned him that his balls might be wet and true enough, they proudly caught my cum. I took a good look and chose to do a reverse cowgirl after that, before returning to face him once more.

Eventually, after fucking on our sides too and all, my bf woke up and fucked me hard. I started out as what he called a rapist, but ended up as his helpless little slut moaning for more.

of blowjobs and such.

2010-06-09T14:21:00.003+08:00

termed as the Best Blowjob Ever on slutload.com, I enjoyed mainly just the first minute of it. What a compromising doggy position to get stuffed and filmed in!!

and it got even better when the guy reached out to grab her boobs :D i simply love this. a grabbing act like that would make me feel so wanted!

speaking of blowjobs and such, i can't get enough of cock-slapping. i don't get it all the time.. so it makes it even more surprising and exciting when i do.

cock-slapping actually prolongs the waiting time for which i get to have a cock in me ;) and i think it works best when done along with other 'prolonging' acts that help a slut crave for more than she already does! The video (and the screenshots below) which feature Elizabeth Marciel show just some of them, which I do like - 'menhandling', cock to pussy/body brushing/stroking/rubbing, and of course, not forgetting cock slapping.

for a start, all of the pictures posted here would probably be much clearer on the video itself.. but i just had to put them up. this one, which was a screen capture taken at the beginning of the video, is of no exception, as it illustrates the lady having 2 men lick a boob each and having 1 more work her puss with his hands. plus their cocks are pointing straight at her and look so ready to have her! if i were in her clothes (and shoes) and i was getting stripped by 3 men who were busying themselves savouring my tits and literally handling my pussy, i probably wouldn't know what to think, as the feeling of being pleasured at multiple spots all at once is just undescribable. i'd call this "manhandling", or "menhandling", and i'll probably enjoy it first, just as she did, and allow myself to be held and touched everywhere, before the thought of holding both their cocks in my hand hits me :) even if i were to resist it, that resistance would most probably be entirely futile after a while. i suppose what's shown in this picture could be a good pre-requisite to compliance and slut-exposure;)

i have mentioned this in one of my blog entries before, but a cock rubbing on and brushing against one's pussy in between one's legs really is such a tease as well. it gives me a so-near-yet-so-far kind of feeling, and is a definite wet-on for me.. heehee.

look at the gorgeous cock head peeping out! i'd definitely say hello to it if i saw it in real life ;)! no wait.. i'd prefer to be the one having my pussy stroked by it.

when his cock comes into contact with my pussy/thighs/body.. it just warms and heats everything up and when his cock is in between my thighs rubbing against my puss, i just want to close my thighs and not let his cock go anywhere at all. but it does have the liberty of releasing itself from my thighs - which don't really help in keeping him in between them because it's so difficult to make them close in tightly on his cock when it's soft and yet thunderous fat that is what 'engulfs' it, so when it escapes and it happens to brush against my pussy once more, i feel a tinge of dismay - my 'refusal to let it go' is clearly an understatement. i guess the bodily and cockily heat just helps to makes his meat way too hot for me to resist. however, when his cock plays nice and comes back in between my loving thighs to play with my pussy, i find myself happily and eagerly wrapping my thighs and puss around his cock once again, and we continue with this prison-trap-and-escape game till either one of us surrenders.

as the heat from the contact plays such a big role, it definitely needs to be featured more. as the blonde was lifted up so one of the guys could flick her popping clit with their tongue, one of the other 3 cocks that were pointing at her was now in contact with her skin at the same time (assuming the one behind her wasn't poking or tapping or brushing against her back). the cock on our left looks so lovingly excited to me and it is such fun to watch that guy stroke his own cock against her skin/thigh. Furthermore, as I watched her thighs lean gently on it, i suddenly felt that i want his currently-sleeping cock to be awake and standing stiffly NOW.

as we now know, this lady has 3 cocks for herself.. and in my opinion, the cock-slapping on her mouth and just at the tip of it (so the most she'll get are the cocks at her lips and tongue!) is just totally cruel! because a greedy, cock-hungry slut is being teased with 3 good looking cocks and being on her knees she just looks as though she is begging to have ALL that meat! ;) but.. they're just tempting her and i don't know how she manages to hold in her hunger and greed and all of that.

the cock-slapping continued on her face, and it was so good to watch those cocks bounce up and down as they tapped her cheeks cheekily. it's almost as if they were saying to her that she was going to get it everywhere else except at where she wants them to be - IN her mouth or pussy, i'm guessing :)

just look at her wide-open mouth. a sure and definite sign that a greedy slut is more than hungry!

she also wagged her tongue in hope of getting to taste ALL 3 cocks!

but they weren't going to let her do that just yet.. instead, they pulled her head and hair back, so that there's no way in which she can bring her head forward to suck their cocks but will have to rely on and wait for them to feed and give her what she wants/needs, and for those following moments, it seemed as if that rough wait and generous cock-slap teasing was all she was going to get.

and look at what happens when a cock-greedy and famished slut is starved on purpose..

just like being grabbed in several places at once, getting grabbed AND fucked in more-than-several places at a time seems pretty great too, and i've always wondered about how that would feel like. from what i imagine, i would probably be a willing slut who'd be more than happy to not only be manhandled, or menhandled, for that matter, but to be totally stuffed and sluttified ;)

it's a lingerie party!

2010-06-02T22:15:00.002+08:00

with a couple of my favourite, treasured sets ;)

i love leopard printed bras and thongs ;)

and even those with girly pink lace and ribbons ;)

not forgetting stuff with bling too!

and tiger prints as well ;)

hmm. is this a lingerie or an almost-'animalistic' party? or both? :)

xoxo~

cradled.

2010-05-29T05:21:00.000+08:00

this is the way i love to be cradled (as it is called by me, heehee).

it's so close and yet so open :)

and imo, it's one of the best ways for a guy (and my bf included) to fool a lady into a woman-on-top position ;) - carry, hug, and fall/lie back.

it's also a comfortable position for me to get my grinding act going ;)

and look at that gorgeous underwear too.

picture: of treysongz and a girl.

swimsuit elaboration..

2010-05-25T22:18:00.002+08:00

i'm going to take this now and see how it would look when i'm at the beach and this happens to start to fall down as it gets heavy with water.

i have this in two colours but i only like the white.

pink makes me too impatient with keeping it on and is way too naughty..

see what i mean?

so here is my white suit - barely hanging on to a really shy tit...

but now i think they're both going to be vying for a suck ;) so i can only hope you'll be fair and take turns to please them by sucking and squeezing - unless of course you'd allow another man to share.

now what happens if it isn't fair and only one tit gets exposed? supposing his other arm's busy caressing my back or holding me so i can't runaway..

one tit would obviously be more forward with attention seeking than the other. as with twins, they don't always have the same character.

i guess it would be so much easier to just set them BOTH free...

but let's not forget that there's times when i'll be laying on the sand or on a beach chair.. how would my titties look if i was laying down both with my tummy facing the bright blue sky and with it facing down towards the ground?

pop! goes my titties..

i can imagine myself popping tits and nipples on the beach

and was thinking.. would people help if they saw my tits trying to break free at the beach or would they just sit there staring and cruelly watch them jiggle and struggle?

i was wondering too.. if strange men would come up to me and play nasty if they saw tips and nipples popping out of my swimsuit or if might they play nice?

well, and now i decided to let them out to play!

they wouldn't mind if you milked them too.

and that's me tit flashing..

so if you see me,

come kiss me.

go on and suck me.

and if you're lucky, you might just catch a peek of a 'white' camel toe. ;)

Curiosity Continued..

2010-05-20T17:59:00.004+08:00

Curiosity Kills the Cat.. but this little pussy is still alive with another poll at hand!

Now she is wondering about the kinds of roles others would most like to play in sex with her :)

"With The Slut, I would like to participate in/as a ..."

spelling out the acronyms and options just in case the the clarification is needed :)

- 1-1 Private Fuck - without exhibition to others
- MMF-Threesome (Male Male Female)
- FFM-Threesome (Female Female Male)
- Gangbang
- Voyeur
- Swinger with both parties' partners

please select your most desired choice :)

and finally, about my previous, second poll, my actual age is between 22-25.

the poll results for number 2: "I think the slut's age is within the range of"... with a total number of 808 votes. 70 (8%) voted for 18-20, 178 (22%) were for 21-23, the majority of voters selected 24-26 and that was 226 (27%) of them, while 150 (18%) felt i was between the ages of 27-29. 76 voters (9%) went for 30-32 and 108 (13%) of the voters voted for 33 and above.

xoxo~

The Almighty - His Pokeyness

2010-05-18T20:07:00.000+08:00

Why do cocks look so cute?

They make me wanna kiss 'em, grab 'em, hold 'em, slap, stroke, squeeze, pump and play with them!

Especially his of course ...

I couldn't resist its irresistable cuteness when we were in his room, doing our own stuff - naked. We slept and woke up naked, thus being bareskinned, and were preparing to go out and I squatted down to get something as he played with his iPhone while standing behind me. I didn't sense that and when I got up, my ass cheeks slid up from his balls to to tip of his cock in what was an accident and surprise for me, which later became an act of teasing. I loved that warm feeling of contact between our private goodies, and found myself and getting addicted to it, thus repeating that relentless act of brushing those cheeks of mine up his comfy balls and entire shaft, only to sense that His Pokeyness was getting harder, and only harder.

I turned to kiss him and he told me he didn't want to fuck for the second time (because we were going out). I stubbornly looked down at his cock and couldn't bear to waste its hardness (and cuteness), so I fell to my knees in worship of that good-looker of his ;) and my lips parted only for the sake of tasting it. I didn't care if it smelled or tasted like pee or sweat (and it didn't), although he warned me that it might, and I didn't give two hoots about it because all that mattered at that point in time was what I had dropped to my knees for - to admire his cock with my tongue. There was no looking back for the both of us.

He commanded me to get onto the bed, and I crawled into it only to be pulled closer to him - by the edge of the bed where he was standing. My legs were spread and I was treated to the mightyness of His Pokeyness.

As we doggyed, my bf said he was tempted to turn on our cam. However, none of us made the effort to do so. In my thoughts I weighed the undescribable feelings of getting my moans and fuck recorded on video like a totally willing slut with the risk of interrupting our delectable fuck for the mere fun of getting it recorded. Well, since the both of us left it at that, we had an uninterrupted and focussed fuck (in leg-up and leg-wrapping positions) that left me moaning for more and holding him as close to me as possible (so that his cock cannot escape!).

I simply and absolutely adore his cute cock of mine. ;)

Would he please come out to play more often?

pussy close-up

2010-05-15T00:14:00.001+08:00

A set of numbers..

2010-05-10T13:17:00.000+08:00

Today marks the start of my second poll..

which sets out to help me to find out how old my readers actually think I am :)

"I think The Slut's actual age falls within the range of..

18-20, 21-23, 24-26, 27-29, 30-32, 33 and above.

take your pick!
xoxo~

ps: thank you so much to all who voted in my first poll - ""I imagine The Slut, in reality, to look like a(n)...". A total of 479 votes were counted with 151 (31%) voting for the Sexy, Seductive Vixen look, 146 for the Sweet, Gentle Kitten image, and 182 (37%) going for the Innocent, Cutie Pie one. A rather tough fight, I must say, even for my bf to categorize me into one of these 3 categories as he feels that I am a mix of all of the three, possibly looking like each one at different times. However, I actually do have a category for myself in mind, but I guess the whole "looks" thing is just so subjective.. it probably would be so difficult to say that others would agree that I fit into the particular one that I think I do.

The Attack of the Night Hawk

2010-05-08T21:05:00.001+08:00

these pictures were actually taken last week.. but i've been keeping them to myself ;)

anyway, during the past week, i've been getting 'attacked' and pounced on at night while i'm asleep :)

a feeling i love so much.. to be licked spontaneously for no utter reason or rhyme and then awoken by a late night fuck at 3am in the morning.

and the next morning when i am truly awake, i smile at the feeling of surprise my bf gave me the night before :) of teased nipples and a hard-fucked puss ;)

so anyway, when the lights came on after the fuck.. and i'm in a semi-awake state.. here's what i managed to capture:

absolutely gorgeous thick white cum.. and a fat cock.

ps: the term 'thick' is being referred to as 'fat' in this dictionary of mine :)

and now exposed ;)

2010-05-05T03:04:00.001+08:00

persevering to complete the pussy exposure mission...

the unsuccessful hiding attempt..

exposed ;)

spread those legs please - no more hiding at all.

it seems a-hole needs some attention too - *inviting his fat, hard cock's threatening presence*

come spread my wetness with your rock hard cock

and i can just imagine my bf slipping into doggy. one of my favourite positions ;) also, it hides my wetness and makes it visible only to cock heads ;)

i wouldn't mind a slap or two while he's at it too. spanking - a madness for it that came, lasted, went, and came again.

and i'll leave the rest up to instinct.

plus an additional note:
- asses and cheeks need attention too.
- asses are for pinching, squeezing and grabbing.
- so don't just pinch and squeeze.
- grab them hard and spread them apart and let it be a part of getting lost in the fun :)
- for me, doing that helps me to feel wanted and owned.

speaking of feeling wanted and wanting to be owned... is that what made Puss so wet?

and exposed is my pussy and its glistening wetness.

so, will the bf's cock please stand up?

"revealed" ;)

2010-04-29T17:08:00.000+08:00

familiar?

titty close-ups! they're calling out for more attention. i'm wishing that he could just grab or squeeze them hard from behind when i'm unsuspectingly doing something else ;)

pamper me please..

i would love for my bf to ravage these tits and lick and suck and grab them endlessly till they become so sore so that they'll be ultrasensitive and be superbly pleasurized (there's just this HIGH feeling in my nipples) when they bounce about and do their little swing as he fucks me.

full view of the bodice revealed.

along with somethin' else...

- oh look who's hiding (not so successfully)!

tit galore

2010-04-26T13:09:00.001+08:00

;) i feel so hot in this piece of lingerie - with it emphasizing my secretly-attention-seeking titties who always pretend to shy away from strong hands and lips.

so anyway, here's some pics of me in my new OPEN bust bodice.

- shy tits hiding behind hair - that's barely enough to shelter them from your curious eyes

oops! this is what happens when the wind from the fan comes :(

please put on some clothes for us.. but first, let us enjoy a squeeze or two or more.

- we're still very shy

covering just our nips? :( treats would make us more comfy

we become less shy when we're grabbed and squeezed

but we still love to be cradled

and there we go.

posing..

hanging...

and resting...

the start of a poll..

2010-04-25T13:16:00.004+08:00

i've started a mini section for polls at the top of the page on my blog.

and as and when a question pops up into my mind, i'll put something up :)

this brings me to the first question on my very first poll - it came to mind after chatting via email and gmail chat with several readers, and realising that some have used their imagination to form a picture of my face in their minds and so i am very curious about what that image of me might be like.

hmm. on another note, i understand that there are many other readers who choose to read this blog silently, without commenting on it or contacting me at all, and that's perfectly fine :) perhaps.. this poll will allow them, and you, to let me know how i really look like in your mind without having to go through the hassle of dropping me a message :)

if you are kind enough to satisfy this curiosity of mine, thank you ;)
xoxo~

deeply calm and serious.

2010-04-23T06:55:00.000+08:00

i love how the way she was being calmly commanded by the first guy in this clip.

his voice is deep and not too rough, and yet at the same time, serious.

this is entitled as the sex slave from slutload.com

xoxo~

more shots please

2010-04-19T01:45:00.000+08:00

a little twiggle under my bellybutton.. a sign that the hair's back.

hmm. doesn't the twiggle and that particular spurt of cum look like a sperm? and my cum-filled bellybutton an egg?

well anyway.. can you trace the path of juicy goodness?

yes to shots and spurts, and no to the hair.

and thanks to the bf for taking these. :)

naughty night

2010-04-14T05:52:00.001+08:00

as i was sleeping, i was being awoken by my bf who had climbed up onto the bed real close to me to offer his cock right in my face.

sleepy, but thrilled, i gladly sucked on this treat... in the wee hours of the morning. really late at night.

being sleepy, i was submissive, cooperative and eager to please.

so he wanted to cum all over my face, and this time, had me in between his legs as he climbed on top of me. soon enough he started spurting - on my body, and unable to contain my excitement about a hot, spurting dick spurting hot, gorgeous cum, i put my mouth close to his cock and though he was surprised, there was no way he could stop shooting all that cum, so some of it did get onto my face and chin especially. i didn't mind though, because i felt like his slut and wanted his cum all over me. i then got nearer, taking it in - for a taste of him and his warmth and his hot, hard, big-headed cock inside my desperate mouth, allowing it to and savouring it as it jerked its cum onto my eager tongue. i continued to wrap my lips around his thickness, for i wanted to have every bit of his juice that did not land up on my face/body. and of course - with such a hot, hard, bulging-head kinda cock, i could not resist tongueing, licking and toying with his head in a rounded motion, teasing as if the act of spurting would never end or as if it had never started in the first place.

this is what happens when a sleepy slut awakes and sees her lollipop. she claims it all for herself.

so voila. here's a picture of the initially-satisfied-slut-who-ate-cum-and-wanted-more-afterwards, as captured by her cum provider :P

butt galore

2010-04-10T06:43:00.000+08:00

i woke up one afternoon from a luxurious nap and found my that bootie-boyshorts rode up a little and that made me feel like taking pictures, this time, of my ass. not perfect, but real.

well, i'm just a regular girl and so i have flaws. and it's as if those lines are there to guide and say "please place your hands here and feel free to give us a little squeeze"

however, i have needs too.. and right now, i'd love to get spanked.

and fingered..

mhmmmm...

see my cunt hiding there?

i'm not gonna deny that i'm a greedy person, so i wanna have it all. the slapping, the stroking, the fingering, the licking, the sucking, the pinching, and the fucking too.

won't you grab me now? please?

he makes her hot

2010-04-05T23:14:00.000+08:00

someone's hiding again...

but she spreads for cock

he treats her real good

and so does she.

and yes.. we showed red together in that last picture and let our pubes grow out together as well ;).

beyond wetness

2010-04-02T22:41:00.000+08:00

the hairy bush is making its way back.

and a little later my cum got stuck in between my thighs without me knowing. and so this was what happened when i spread them apart.

this wetness is killing me. where is his COCK when i NEED it?

absolute wetness

2010-03-29T00:01:00.000+08:00

i was stroking my clit and taking pictures as i went along (i probably was seated on a chair watching sexy porn on the web at some point in time due to the marks on my thighs or lying on my bed after that imagining some good stuff happen to me).. but whatever it is, i realised only after some time how wet i'd gotten. my thigh had an entire streak of sweetness.

instead of wiping it away i decided to save it for a picture so that we could all get a chance at wanting to lick it off.

from not so-wet to beyond wetness.

sleep marks... i had just awoken from a nap

i could never get away without a fuck with a wet cunt like that if my bf was around. he could never resist looking at my wet pussy and not fucking it and the next thing i know? i'm grabbed.

my bf's view on the bus this evening

2010-03-24T19:52:00.001+08:00

he's bringing some milk buns home :)

camel toe

2010-03-20T21:37:00.000+08:00

woke up from a nap and was in a picture-taking mood again!

this time, i was in too-tight basic, plain panties :(

do pardon the hair that's growing back.

squeezed!

and pulled ;)

from a reading.

2010-03-19T14:58:00.004+08:00

i came across NaiveLondonGirl's blog.. and read her post about an awkward goodbye she had.

i couldn't help but identify (even if only a little) with some of the things that she said.

first of all, what caught my attention was the whole thing about her F buddy leaving to marry someone else and that he didn't tell her from the start. disappointment - a word i hate to relate with.

and if this caught my attention.. this other line really hit me: " I want to be more than someone's sex toy".

well you see.. i have to agree that men (in general), would always be interested in fucking.. and women would sometimes be more than happy to consent to it too.. but the point is, even for me, regardless of how tempted i am go ahead with fucking someone else, i am aware that i wouldn't like to feel like a muse (temporary amusement), a novelty, and certainly not a toy, of the men (readers) who would be readily available for a fuck anytime.

surely my bf doesn't treat me like that, but when i'm being tempted to fuck someone else.. all of my reservations set in, including what i've just mentioned above.

i guess, at the end of the day, going out to have fun is a form of play (being played with), but coming home to him lets me know that i am more than a toy to him, and that i am loved.

hardcore fantasy

2010-03-17T02:30:00.000+08:00

i'm a fan of hardcore sex.. and so i thought i'd share some screenshots from videos with you guys - images that turned me on and made me stroke my clit.

screenshot from claire dames hogtied gangbang at slutload

it SO made me wanna get tied up like what I saw in this scene, but it's a pity my tits are small so they wouldn't stick out after getting tied by the ropes :( but if i did have bigger tits, i would love to have to a go at getting what they call - hogtied. PLUS.. it turns me on that there were guys waiting to have their turn at fucking her, and her tits were having a great time being squeezed not only by the ropes, but by the men at the side. one more thing that made me really hot was seeing how her tits were tied and yet fully exposed with her arms aside and busy, making those titties look as if they were teasing for some attention; her legs were bound and yet spreaded, as if to say 'look at my pussy'; and her cunt choicelessly exposed, to say nothing else but 'fuck me, for God's sake'. if i was a guy, i'd slap those fucking naughty tits of hers that are purposely tied to be in-my-face. and if that was me, i'd be happily whining for more cock with that gag.

with my love (or is it infatuation/fascination) for the feeling of being violated, i like the idea of getting tied up. it gives me no space or chance to run and ah.. i'll be helpless in the strong arms of a man who has thoughts of banging me HARD - so hard and fast that i'll only have time to moan and no time to gasp for air.

my bf once asked why i like the idea of gangbang as well. he asked there'd be too many cocks. i simply said that then that'll make me not know where to look or which one to give head to first, so i'd just end up getting fucked by the eager cocks that head towards my lips that'll naturally open for a fuck.

kinda something like that:

there's too many cocks and faces, so she just pays attention to whoever grabs her.

anyway, some other shots from the vid that i've taken a fancy to:

well-tied tits that have absolutely no escape

totally widespread legs for cunt drilling and slamming by fat and even fatter cocks.

burying his face in her irresistable tits
(such a turn on. men who pay attention to my tits make me feel like they REALLY want to have me)

i also wish that i could one day be tied AND suspended AND gangbanged. i wonder how it would feel like to be suspended and swinging in air while being held onto and fucked. it takes effort and time to tie someone up, so if i ever get to experience it i'd naturally want to have more than one man around me. one would have my mouth regardless of whether or not i like it (forced throat stuffing please!) and another would own my cunt/ass, and who would be in control of 'swinging' me unto his cock. not forgetting at least one more guy - the one whose only job is to please my tits. he'd be the one who gives me a tit massage with his hands, lips and tongue, and the last one to fuck me haha. what a tease!

i suppose that might look something like this, only with kinder looking, naked, well-hung men.

screenshots from bible black gaiden ep 2 at slutload

some other screenshots from this scene:

bouncing tits got played with endlessly.
i also thought they ought to be sucked!!
and they did.

and for those who're wondering how i please my clit as i watch the fucking scenes in these videos, i actually squeeze it a little. something like that:

screenshot from bible black 6 reproduction at slutload

'nuff said for a night.
time to go ;)

in baby pinkie lingerie

2010-03-12T13:01:00.001+08:00

with my hair tied up, i took these pictures thinking to myself that:
1. i like how my nipples are visible and yet not so visible.
2. i like how they are desperately pointing outwards and trying to get out and be seen.
3. i want to walk around in his home in this all day one day and when he comes back from work i'll just open the door for him, and when he steps in i'll be pretending to be busy with what i was doing before he came home. hopefully the sight of those barely hidden tits with hard, staring nipples would make him wanna shift the lace aside and expose them for some pampering - sucking, licking, squeezing. and when he feels like it, he can just lift up that light, sheer layer to reveal my waiting, wet and willing pussy. he may then choose to fuck me in any way he like. *would he lift me up with his beefy arms and have my legs wrap around his hips as he fucks me relentlessly and carries me to wherever he wants? or would he force me to kneel and slap my face with his hard cock because i was tempting him so naughtily and 'innocently'? or perhaps he would just take off his pants to reveal his hard cock that when erect, would barely fit into my favourite pair of white underwear of his that emphasizes his cock and balls, and is desperately trying to push itself out of and escape from the underwear, and then take his turn at being 'innocent' and waiting for me to take action?

would the hard cock please come home NOW to my wet, soft and warm lips and inviting pussy please?

shirt surprise

2010-03-10T21:52:00.004+08:00

it seems as though i have been crazy about taking his cum shots but that isn't exactly true. i can't deny that i would love to do so when his cum covers my body and makes me feel so fufilled and happy. however, this time, it was kinda different as he let some of it out first, and then continued immediately after that, to enjoy me and then let go of the remaining.

this all started with a simple boyfriend shirt (and perhaps another outfit i wore out to dinner - one that made him tell me for the entire evening that he wanted to fuck me as soon as we got home). so anyway, i was thinking of purchasing a 'fake' oversized boyfriend shirt, but because of its baggyness, i wasn't exactly sure if it would look good on me outside the bedroom. thus, i decided to take one of his to try on, and looked in the mirror. my bf then told me that i shouldn't be wearing it, and when i asked him why, he came over and kissed my neck and played with my nipples till they started showing through his shirt. i looked at myself in the mirror once more, and saw them fighting to get out of the shirt, without much success at all.

soon enough, he asked me to head to the bed, and doggyed me :) i love how his head 'pops' in and out of my pussy each time he takes it out and jabs it all the way in again, slowly, but surely, as he knows i absolutely adore the feeling of it. i just can't get enough of it, and each time he does it, i just want more and more.

as we fucked, he grabbed my tits from under my shirt, and tugged at and twisted my nipples. when he wasn't doing so, he was squeezing them with his palms. i felt so owned. i was in safe, strong arms, my boobs were attended to and held by his warm hands, and my pussy was stuffed and filled with his thick cock that had a bulging head - one that he made sure i felt :P

we switched to a kneeling straight up kind of doggy after that, and i wondered what that would look like on a pussy picture - would it look like reverse cowgirl?

i also got my shirt unbuttoned after all that boob-attention, but he left two buttons near the bottom of the shirt alone,and pulled my shirt up slightly, so that my tits would be exposed and he could now grab them from the front, instead of under my shirt, and when he did, he never let go of my boobs (in fact, he never let them go throughout this fuck!)

after all that stuffing, he let some cum out, but continued immediately to fuck me in missionary :) as my shirt still had 2 buttons unbuttoned, i saw that one of my tits were peeping out from the space provided by the 'open' part of the shirt, and i thought it looked totally fab but i didn't want to disrupt his excitement by taking a picture, which he told me was a considerate thing to do (i told him about it after the fuck). he also told me after the fuck that his heart's beating really quickly, due to all that excitement :D!!!

so here's what i ended up with - an open shirt, 'noodle' pattern that shows cum that was shot out in a 'horizontal' manner. another great tattoo, in my opinion :)

sploosh and stretch

2010-03-09T08:44:00.008+08:00

we used two different phone cameras to take these pictures. one's 2.5 years old and the other's just 2 months old but it seems the older one's the better one :P! anyway, am still too lazy to use a proper digital camera to take my photos :P perhaps because my phone's always by my side and it seems to fit better into my hand as compared to my other camera. ;))

anyway, these sploosh shots remind me of my previous entry, but the difference is that the previous splooshing encounter had twice the amount of sploosh than this one! *for some reason i have a fascination with the spurting out of huge amounts of cum.

splish. splash. sploosh.

we were sitting and cuddling on the bed when i got my nipples played with again. however, i couldn't resist those sensations along with sweet little kisses and frenches. i suppose he has mastered just how exactly he could be gentle and yet cruel at the same time.

and so we ended up with a sploosh, after he tried to take a vid of him fucking me in doggy and playing with my tits while we were at it (which turned out a little too dark, but i loved the idea of him wanting to film me to let me see it anyway!) :)

his sploosh actually went up to the area around my underarm. :P

and quite obviously my pussy wasn't the only place he had filled ;)

this is me with my arms stretched out in pleasure and being more than ready for his cum. no arms must be his cock's way.

POV shot :P

his cock was dripping with cum and i so wanted to take a picture of all the cum on me and his cock from my POV, but he was quicker than me and had these shots of me taken first instead.

anyway, after we cleaned up, he got me to lie on my side as i stretched my arms. he had wanted to take these pictures of me in a stretch, and exposed.

my nipples were still yearning for more of his 'twisting'

i love lounging around or resting on my sides like that.. so now i know what i really looks like to him when i'm doing that naked.

and he got me to spread my leg and prop it up at an angle... without telling me that it was for him to get a shot of my tits together with my otherwise-shy pussy.

i just love being his slut and letting him tell me what he wants me to do and doing what he wants to, to me.

a particular memory i wished i had captured on a photograph

2010-03-07T10:03:00.001+08:00

just two nights ago.. i was sleepy and dreamy when i awoke in the middle of the night. for some reason, i felt physically tired as well (perhaps it's been the continuous missing of sleep for weeks), and so i told my bf casually that if we were going to fuck (at that time), i would have to be raped ;)

and his reply? that was precisely what he was going to do.

he put himself over me and kissed me, and then pushed my head downwards so that i could give his cock a little lickie and suckie. this went on for a while until he gave his command "get into doggy".

i like doggy position, because it is one of the dick-emphasizing positions for me and i so absolutely love it when he uses his strong legs to push and spread my legs even further apart. however, when his cock entered me, the full thing at one go, i certainly didn't expect that this time, his cock was going to fill my cunt up totally and make me feel like it was stretched - especially at the times when when his cock rode completely out of me, only to have his cock head re-enter again for me to feel the entire bulge stretching my puss and giving me the drilling i yearned to have (while being sleepy). a little part of me then wanted to suck his cock so bad, but as he fucked me with his cunt-filling cock, i soon forgot about it as i just wanted to enjoy every moment of it.

when he finally came, my legs were up in the air, and i had a clear view of his cock shooting his cum out really far. it reached far onto the top of my chest, was very white and thick, and my body was cum covered with a superbly generous serving of his cum. i was in awe, because the amount he had shot was just so much, that i had almost wanted to take a picture of it. however, i decided to leave us that privacy, and didn't. now i think i'm regretting it, because the serving was so generous and so widely shot onto my body for me to describe it as being cum-covered, that i would've loved to have kept a photo of it.

20 wordy points about the slut and her bf

2010-03-06T11:30:00.002+08:00

i was talkin to one of my readers on gmail chat just a while back.. and he had asked me many questions about what i liked or didn't like, which i feel had helped him to get to know a little more about the things that i enjoy doing with my bf;)

at times, i like to tease, but at others, i prefer to be direct.

just 20 random points from my response to him, as well as to some other readers of this blog:
1. when see him masturbate, i like to see the entire length being stroked - as if his hands have to travel some distance in order to cover and to emphasize to me the entire length of his big cock.
2. seeing that makes me want to trace the veins on his veiny cock with my tongue (and to cruelly stop just before i reach the head :P), gag and moan over his seemingly huge cock, and to get fucked in doggy or other dick-emphasizing positions.
3. i also enjoy it when he puts his hand on top of mine to guide him in masturbating.
4. "not stopping short of anything" - well, i do stop to look at his reaction (and to see if he's looking at me too) when i'm sucking his cock or getting fucked.
5. play-rape and light bondage - i find those hot and love 'em because i trust him.
6. 'cum-swapping' with him - never tried because it took me a while to get used to the taste of cum, and of his, and currently i have only managed to swallow it, but i do not know for how long i can hold it in my mouth (to do a swap).
7. licking and grabbing me at my waist and tummy area is possibly ticklish, and i will naturally struggle, and may sometimes end up elbowing the poor, innocent him. so i need strong, firm hands to hold me always.
8. for men who think they are only average-looking, or who 'only' have average vital stats, i'm not a regular, typical asian too - i'm not petite.
9. i'm alright with squatting over a guy, or doing anything that requires my thigh muscles to work themselves out - but as soon as i get tired, i'm gonna need some help :P
10. i've never had my toes sucked on before and i'm not certain that would be a turn-on.
11. i like to get slapped with cock - to feel as if i'm really naughty and that i totally deserve it.
12. it's also a joy to kneel and suck cock, and will do it for as long as i can and even till it hurts, but to protect my knees, i can't do a blowjob from start to end on my knees.
13. short, gentle kisses that make me yearn for more are what get me going..not endless frenching for extreme, extended periods of time.
14. at times, i like to see him stretching his neck back in pleasure as i suck him, and at other times, i like to look up to see that he's looking at me too while i'm sucking and trying to keep his cock in my mouth as i look up - which for some reason, is difficult to do?
15. while i enjoy being treated roughly (head/hair-grabbing, slapping/spreading of my ass cheeks, or holding me down to fuck me proper, being called a bitch, etc.), i would do certain things to him too - grabbing his hair, holding onto his ass cheeks or slappin' 'em, but i would can't bring myself to 'scold' him or call him names - it's just something i don't do when i'm happy.
16. i'm still honing my skills - be it in cock sucking, deep throating, etc. etc.
17. yes or no to choking? - i'd say yes. because he gives me time to breathe in between. my palms are placed against his thighs sometimes, and i can use them to push him away when i breathe. however, i am seldom choked, because he doesn't wish to hurt me.
18. no matter who i fuck, i depend a lot on trust, and without it, i'll back out - and nobody would enjoy anything after that.
19. i've never taken a really large, thick or long dick before, so even though it's a fantasy to have one in me, i'm not actually sure how much of it i can take in reality:P

and finally, point 20. from my chat with another reader, the topic of boyfriend shirts came up, and thus my thoughts:
20. i love lounging around the room and house in REAL, clean, crisp boyfriend shirts (and it's up to discover for himself whether or not there's anything underneath!) :P. they're totally hot, sexy and unbeatable. boyfriend dress shirts (they must have a collar and long sleeves) that are made with a girl-cut in mind aren't REAL boyfriend shirts, i would even call them fakes ;).

the power of clothes

2010-03-05T17:28:00.005+08:00

it's amazing how outfits can turn people on or put ideas into their already-sexy minds.

a while ago, i put on a lacey apron-type lingerie, which was entirely backless except for a ribbon to tie at the back to secure the 'apron' the ribbon landed just right at the top of my ass crack, and the ties (that hardly covered my butt at all) swished around my ass cheeks as i walked, making them play peek-a-boo with whoever was watching their every movement.

my bf was in the mood for being tempted to fuck me in some lingerie, and so i was his maid at his service that night. i knelt down and obediently sucked his cock, never letting my tongue leave its touch except for the times when he lured me to his bed. his back was facing his bed and he slowly took minute steps back, pausing every once in a while, each time to allow me to walk on my knees to follow him and his cock, and to serve their every wish. i myself yearned to suck his cock, and so i gladly and most willing followed them every step of the way, and worshipped his cock by sucking it with good treatment. i was thrilled that he was in control of the situation and was leading me to what the both of us wanted - a fuck, while at the same time, satisfying my needs to be treated like a slut.

and so, it is amazing too that outfits can trigger such desireable acts.

another case where my outfit was used to spark a wet fuck, was when i put on this soft, lacey g-string that matched the cheong sum i wore as shown in my previous posts.

i had made the decision to leave it on after having taken those pictures. as mentioned before, taking pictures alone can make me wet, and so i was. regardless of that, i wore it underneath a tight bandage skirt that gradually rode up as i walked (and i had to walk 10 minutes to the bus stop to take a bus to his place), and ran the risk of having my cum soak through my skirt during the bus ride. nevertheless, i made it to his place, and when he hugged me in the elevator, i made special effort to take his hand and guide it towards my ass and under my skirt. whatever else he did did not require any further guidance ;)

when we reached his place, i requested that he helped check out my pussy to determine how wet it was, because i felt very wet on the bus, but less when we had reached home. with my skirt lifted up and g-string stretched aside, he said my cunt was wet with white cum. however, i told him i didn't believe him, so he took these pictures for me to prove it, and i remained quietly still in doggy position even as i was checking out the pictures he had taken.

it turned out to be a wrinkley day.
an almost non-existent, little hint of white cum that he caught initially, within the wrinkley balls-like lips - whose reason for such an appearance i cannot yet figure out.

turned out to be far more than that little white speck.

as i was looking at the pictures, i was wondering how that streak of cum came about as it heads towards the direction of my ass cheek and betrayed me even though i was doing nothing but having photos of my cunt taken with me on fours and my ass in the air - which wouldn't go down unless miss pussy got some of her slut-owner's attention. she feels that such good cum should never go wasted.

needless to say, almost immediately after, he asked me to spread my legs more and i got myself fucked bad by his big bad cock.

and this all started with outfits that put naughty ideas into his head and lingerie that made me wet. be it little pieces of cloth or larger ones that emphasize our bodily features, they can all be used to tempt and turn our softness into wetness, and to support our imagination :P

xoxo~

look who's hiding?

2010-02-28T21:55:00.000+08:00

let's move it out of the way..

ready and wishing for a cock to dive in

i want a plunging, throbbing, horny cock. *kiss

soaked.

a little shy still, but with nothing for cover now ;)

cock-friendly, waiting pussy

pardon the string from the tie-back outfit please..

oozing

oozing out more..

and hiding no more! :)

the return of the attention-seeking titties

2010-02-25T19:23:00.002+08:00

they honestly ought to be slapped and exposed..

they need to be licked on one side and squeezed on the other and vs. no stopping!

and here they are.. exposed as they ought to be.

my tattoo

2010-02-22T12:26:00.001+08:00

the product of hugging me from behind, squeezing my nipples and just pure fucking goodness.

nice and white.

thick and swirly.

my nipple was attended to too, as he rubbed his cock head on and around it, leaving a hint of his cum. throughout the teasing and fuck, it was as if all of me had melted away in pleasure except for my nipples, which stood erect as they waited for that little hint of cum.

it's beautiful don't you think? and it went all the way up to my neck :)

i told my bf that this looks like a marking of his territory ;)

in the mood...

2010-02-19T19:54:00.005+08:00

i had turned what was supposed to be a proper cheongsam into a slut cheongsam.

hmm is this how it's supposed to be worn?

well, i think it looks better with an open bust ;)

and of course, the soft lace makes me feel so girly and hot, that i just wanted to take it off. stripping's absolutely necessary, and i did this slowly, but surely. and of course, no panties allowed.

these tits are made for sucking

pointy tipped and begging to be licked and flicked and sucked and nibbled on...

mhmm....

today's fuck episode

2010-02-17T15:46:00.008+08:00

this morning we were supposed to go shopping to satisfy my needs as a shopaholic, and also to look for stuff that he needs. however, he caught a cold and felt really sick, so we could go nowhere, so he spent some time on my blog reading its comments.

i threw myself onto the bed to wait for him to finish reading, once again in tummy faced down position, and he was soon done with reading. he hopped on top of me and began to stroke my pussy with his cock - which was still un-erect. as he is uncircumcised, his skin wraps around his cock completely when it is in its small state, adding a little "pointy" kind of shape to the tip of his cock. and what i felt was that pointy tip of skin stroking my pussy - which was only wet in the middle where the slit is. all my wetness was kept hidden in between my pussy lips, and so i felt the tip brush past my wetness in the middle, as well as the length of my pussy lips. it was simply his skin against my little slit of wetness, and against the skin of my bare pussy at the same time.

i could feel his cock grow big as he continued to pamper me with this light pussy massage ;) and i was silently delighted! time passed, and his cock could no longer resist my wet pussy, which i guess allowed some of her wetness to be spread around my pussy lips by his cock.

however, as i was feeling upset about not being able to go and i had wanted to have a cock stuffed into my face with his hands guiding me towards his cock to take it in deeper (since the night before - which is unusual because i usually prefer to be pussy-fucked), he could tell that i wasn't entirely happy or pleased - and he could guess that i was unhappy about not going to where i was highly anticipating, but probably did not know how much i was wishing to suck his cock. so my cruel self chose not to fuck although we both knew i was wet and ready to fully take his cock. and i chose not to even though he reminded me that his cock was knocking repeatedly on my pussy's door, and i knew that it was.. many times in fact.

even so, the emo me soon found comfort in hugging and kissing him in bed - i felt so warm and comfortable, but i knew i did not want to go to sleep or take a nap. so i held his hand and led it to where i wanted it - my nipple, and as he toyed with one of them (with his other arm wrapped firmly around me), i told him i didn't want him to stop - especially not when he was pleasing me so well that i was moaning in absolute pleasure even as we gently but surely kissed and frenched throughout.

i don't remember moaning so much with nipple stimulation before, although i do know that i like for them to be played with. i knew that something was different in the way he treated them today and i wanted to find out. however, each time i left his kiss, he would change his technique, so that i wouldn't be able to catch it. he would do the same thing too when i was silly enough to tell him that i was going to look and see what he was doing. this went on.. for a while, and i decided to turn to my side. he crossed his arms and 'disturbed' both my nipples. and as he gave SO MUCH attention to my nipples for such a considerable period of time, i felt and knew that this time, i was completely wet. i felt as if this time, my cum had just kept oozing out until it automatically wet me every where on my entire pussy. i was just so pleasurized by his titty play that i jumpily said 'noooo!' and 'nonoo...'when i felt his cock at my entrance although a little part of me playfully wished for him to firmly press his cock in. however, for more than anything, i wanted his titty play to go on and on.. and i wanted to concentrate on nothing else but it.

so he slid up and down my pussy and her lips, which were now completely covered in my wetness. my juice had spread all over as i turned about, and his cock had helped to spread it some more. i secretly wished that his cock would slide into my ass and own it totally, but all i said was "you know.. at times when you make me so horny, i feel as if i wouldn't mind if your cock fucked my ass". i probably might think twice about blaming his cock for causing the pain in raping my ass ;)

his cock made its grand entrance when my bf requested that i sit on top of him. my pussy and i were now open to accepting his cock, and instead of going the regular way, i started straight in reverse cowgirl (known as supernova on cosmopolitan) and sat on him and his lovely, no-longer-waiting cock with my legs folded to the side. i bounced myself up and down his hard, horny cock, took it whole, and felt the curve of his cock as its head rubbed against me endlessly. my thighs slapped loudly on his, and when they got tired, i moved myself back to put my arms on his chest, and noticed that i had wet his balls with white cum. none of us cared and i immediately arched my back and allowed him to control the fuck. i would've loved to take a video of my spreaded legs that opened the view to his cock going in and out and up and down my willing pussy, but the fuck was too good for me to let go of it and interrupt it for the sake of a camera.

eventually, we moved on to have me face him and once again, he tended to my innocent titties, who were just swaying as they liked during our fuck. he held onto my nipples with his thumb and index without ever letting go, and did whatever it was that drove me up high again. my super wet pussy was happily drilled and attended to by his cock, and my nipples - they were in pure exhilaration. i still dod not know what he was doing to them because i was too busy moaning and when he finally disclosed to me that he was just 'twirling', i took a good look and all that seemed like to me was that my nipples were being tugged at. still, they loved the attention - regardless of whatever actions it involved, and especially this one - which was so intense. somewhere along the way i had my boobs grabbed, which i enjoyed as well, and when all that nipple-action resumed with the fucking that never stopped, i told my bf that i could no longer focus on riding his cock because too much was going on for me and the sensations were literally driving me crazy. he said in reply "that is the point", and all i could think of was 'more more more' and it was amazing how i managed to speak that sentence, considering an earlier fuck a couple of days ago left me too distracted by all the wonderful sensations to speak coherently in one good sentence. watching my nipples get 'tugged at' - which really was what it looked like to me, made me all the more mad about getting them 'twirled' - as he calls it. as i tried to him 'tug' at my nipples' so i could learn how to do it for myself, i found it really difficult to observe him with all the movement and sensations that were flooding my body and mind and fighting for their attention. however, as my nipples were erect the WHOLE time, i couldn't help but tell him that if he went on with this, they might get sore (all the better!). even though i managed (barely) to tell him that, i found that i really had trouble with concentrating on moving myself up and down and splitting my mind between the moving of my hips and what was going on with my nipples. so i realised then that all i could do was to sit on top of him and allow his cock to solely and wholely take over my pussy, to allow his fingers to work their perfect magic on my nipples, to let myself enjoy the sensations and fufillment of enjoying a stuffed and drilled pussy with nipples that were engrossed in feelings of ecstasy, and also to free my moans from having to care about anything else in the world, and every single bit of all of that i did.

at that time when my mind could not, for that moment, think properly anymore, i felt and knew i was being pleased, completely owned and entirely helpless, and in my heart i whispered to myself "i'm yours" - i was his willing slut.

when he came, he grabbed my ass and pulled my hips down to cock bottom, and fired a large, explosive blast where i could feel his cock expand. he can shoot really far and as we did it raw and bare again, i really did not know how far away from my pussy entrance all that cum would end up. nevertheless, i loved the feeling, and when our cock and pussy parted, a thick line of cum dripped down his thigh.

i'm your slut.

our fuck episodes

2010-02-16T15:35:00.007+08:00

the bf has left for work and here i am, left thinking about two of our fucks this morning, and one from the previous morning. i was thinking about the most recent one as i was on my way home on the bus, until i fell asleep, and when i woke up, those thoughts resumed. needless to say, my pussy was wet all the way as i let my thoughts run freely.

the previous morning i woke up and was horny, so i started to lick and suck him awake. i knew he was tired, so i told him that he didn't need to move. of course, he willing lay there, enjoying all the attention his cock was getting as my lips and mouth took care of his obedient cock. my pussy took its turn next as i sat on top of him and fucked him all the way in both cowgirl and reverse. i also grinded him as we sat facing each other :D

the first for today was fab - i showed off my wet cunt to him, and then hugged and tried to go to sleep on the bed with him. then, he hopped on top of me as i pretended to be resting on the bed with my tummy faced down (when i realised i couldn't sleep), grabbed my tits as we fucked in doggy, hit my spot with my legs held up high, and he just kept going. i tried to tell him how good it felt but my sentence was broken somewhere in the middle as i lost a little of my thought because the delectable cock pussy fuck was distracting my mind from thinking properly and forming a sentence without breaking it into 2 parts where the second part barely connected to the first in terms of sound English sentence structure. somewhere along the way, my entire pussy area was so wet that his cock threatened to slide into my ass by accident - that gave me a scary yet excited kind of feeling. however, as he fucked and fucked AND fucked me, he controlled himself for too long and too many times, his dick threw a tantrum :(

so anyway, we had a second round, as i showed him porn videos of maria ozawa. one of her reading the news continuously and seriously while getting her stockings torn, blouse ripped, fucked + bukkaked, and the other of japanese women sitting on fuck machine cars and driving them on a race track. there were certain parts of the videos that tickled us so we laughed - i wasn't sure if it was because of absurdity, or just the uniqueness of the ideas itself or maybe even because of how the actors/actresses acted.

well, one thing about me is that watching porn can get me horny (maybe even hornier than him)! and so i asked for permission to go down on him - i wasn't sure if his dick was still resting. lo and behold, his cock rose to the occasion as i knelt down in front of him and sucked it, with him still watching the porn videos and laying back to enjoy the service ;) i tilted my head to one side so the side of his cock could brush against my the side of my mouth/cheeks as i moved my lips up and down his cock - which was getting SO hard i could feel the bulging head pressing against my lips and cheek each time my lips passed it. i moved and rubbed and flicked my tongue up and down and all around his cock head even as i worked my lips, and as my lips, tongue and cheek enveloped his hot, bulging cock, i could feel myself getting wetter, and wetter. i got even more horny each time i stopped sucking to take in the look of the bulging head, popping veins, and looking at all of that with thrill,excitement and workship made me shove his irresistable cock into my mouth again, but with a slow and gentle grip at first, as i wanted to really feel the shape and hardness of his entire cock against my soft lips that slowly rubbed against and gripped it, both at the same time. in fact, i was so happy at the sight and feeling of his cock that i just had to tell him that his cock felt so big and 'proudly' asked him to look at its splendour and grandeur.

it was so yummy and totally hard that i couldn't help but ask him several times if he wanted more - which he said "yes". thing is, i had motive for doing that - i myself actually wanted to get fucked because my pussy was now wet and more than ready, and so i was hoping that he would tell me that he wanted me to sit on him or to let him fuck me. however, i did not mind sucking his cock as long as he told me he wanted it - because it was such joy for my lips to feel his shaft and its rock hard, veiny texture, and for them to wrap themselves closely around his cock head each time they hit it. each time my lips reached his cock head, i wanted to relish that moment and make it last, but i knew i had to move to completely feel it. so each time my lips had to leave his cock head and reach downwards to the bottom of his shaft, i felt a little reluctant for them to go, but i knew that i would be back up again to allow my lips to fold into the space just between his shaft and cock head, and then move up again to enjoy the obvious round bulge of his cock head.

as i continued to ask the "do you want more?" question every once in a while with the same hope remaining, he continued to tell me he wanted more, but as soon as he said "up to you" when i asked if he wanted more, i knew it was a different response from the "yes" that indicated he wanted more sucking, and so i immediately grabbed at that chance and with my legs closed, i sat on top of him, spread my ass cheeks, and bobbed myself up and down the stiff, hard cock my pussy was waiting for. it seemed bigger than before now that i was sitting on top of it with my thighs shut, and each time i reached the bottom of his shaft i would moan as i felt him totally deep inside of me, with the thick base of his cock threatening to make my pussy open a little wider for it to get in even deeper. however, i knew i hit cock bottom and so i would move my hips with his cock deep inside of me, just to enjoy the sensation of being entirely filled.

i enjoyed bobbing myself up and down and moaning each time his cock reached deep into my pussy until my thighs hurt. so he got me to stand up, and bent me down so he could fuck my pussy in a standing doggy. there's something about standing positions that make me feel owned, perhaps because of the convenience of it all - it reminds me of a couple hugging and kissing and letting their hands run all over each other to stroke and to remove their clothes after, and to be so horny that they just have to fuck standing up or with the girl's hands against the wall, all because they could not wait to get to the couch or bed). also, the other thing standing positions remind me of right now is being grabbed to fuck in the lift, and/or at the stairway - an unsuspecting, helpless, owned kind of fuck that i cannot resist.

so there he was fucking me in standing doggy, with my tits bouncing away in God-knows-what-directions and with me moaning like his true slut - happy to have her wet pussy fucked by her slut-owner and pampered by his hard, stiff cock . we fucked bare the whole time, and he blasted his cum straight into me. satisfied with a huge explosion, i thought that was it. but here i am, thinking of this entire episode, wishing for more once again, and getting wet as usual.

*kiss

happy lunar new year and valentine's ;)

2010-02-15T19:48:00.003+08:00

happy lunar new year and valentine's ;)

i just found out a couple of days ago through fred, who was sent by whore amy, to tell me that my blog is in for Masturbation Challenge II at masterjerker2.blogspot.com

thing is, i love whore amy's posts and the winner would have to be in cage match with her, plus i have absolutely no urge to compete at all because this comes as a surprise O_O!

it would really be nice to know if you masturbate to my pics and think about fucking me as i think about you stroking and grabbing your hard cock, but i'm afraid there'll be no specials or campaigns for the sake of trying to win this challenge.

instead, i will continue to write and post pictures only as i feel like it ;) because that's one of those things that make me honestly horny :)

xoxo~
the horny slut bitch

of moans and GRRRRRoans...

2010-02-12T22:28:00.003+08:00

a couple of days back my bf and i had a little fun on the bed again ;)

and each time he groaned i got SO turned on.

anyway, for some reason, i like to use the term 'moan' for girls and 'groan' for men. and even though men like to hear their partners moan as they fuck 'em and thus may not agree with me, i sometimes think that we women moan too much - so much that it makes the groan of a man even more special ;) it's what i call - rarer, and i love exclusivity.

so my bf groaned when he entered my warm, wet and soft cunt, and he really roared me up when he let a louder groan go as he shot a blast into me.

i suppose i love so much to hear him groan because it tells me that he's enjoying our fuck so much that he has to let it out through an inevitable 'lowness' in his voice and throat that is unique only to fucking pleasure. :)

now i keep thinking of his groan as he blasted his load into me the other day and i'm trying to remember what it sounded like because i'm yearning to hear more. and yearning just simply means i am not getting, and i'm just wanting, as his groans are rare. and Hot ;)

xoxo~

the cucumber fuck

2010-02-11T23:39:00.000+08:00

these pics are long due! a while ago i spoke about experimenting with bananas. unfortunately my bf and i were too engrossed in working ourselves out with the banana that we only managed to get pics with the cucumber - which, though straighter, was thicker than the banana.

our experimentation with a japanese cucumber, more textured and thinner than the usual, common ones we see, but still thick.

i wish it was curved so it can try to hit my gspot ;(

a love for hard, strong cock.

2010-02-07T09:16:00.004+08:00

following the fuck i had just described in my previous entry, which actually took place some time in the middle of this week, my bf gave me one more just the day before yesterday. i was sleeping, and was awaken by the arrival of his cock at my lips. (as we all know, i love feeling helpless and yet wanted at the same time, and one can imagine what a fucking turn on it was for me to have been woken up, unsuspectingly by hard, throbbing cock that wants and seeks me, or even a fuck by a man who couldn't resist pleasing himself after seeing my naked body half-covered by the sheets).

needless to say, i sleepily parted my lips and naturally took his cock in. mhmm..

and he allowed me to enjoy tasting his manhood. i even took a good look at his cock standing tall above my mouth and face, before continuing to satisfy my desire to suck, lick, take it all the way into my throat and run my tongue all over his thickness, hoping to taste some pre-cum each time my tongue brushed past its head. knowing how thick and big he was, i couldn't resist taking a few more looks at the entire grandeur of his stiff, standing cock above me. i was small.

i also got my mouth spontaneously slapped by his hard cock and i was speechlessly enjoying it. it felt so hard and manly against my soft cheeks and lips, so hard that i felt as if i was being spanked by a hard, thick cane, and that made me hope that he could slap me more often with his STRONG cock. because it was SO spontaneous, and i don't have a solid memory of him slapping me with his cock, i was shocked at first. the enjoyment came after i got over the quick, initial shock which he too noticed, and i was sweetly surprised by how hard his cock felt on my soft lips and cheeks. i felt so happy being helplessly owned - like a slut who would let her man do whatever he wants to her. i wanted to please his cock so bad so my lips parted again for his cock to enter, and needless to say they worked their way along its bulging head and veiny shaft as soon as he did.

in addition, he held my head close to his cock, and pushed it gently towards it before i withdrew my mouth as it went in so deep. i had woken up with a painful throat, and that was the reason why i did so. :( otherwise, i would have loved to have his strong arms and hands guiding my head surely towards his cock, and having my throat deeply stuffed by some loving, warm, fat cock. i refer to it as fat, but most people would call it thick ;)

i love being his slut and i love it when he makes me feel like one. even if he had been roughly fucking my mouth, i would still have been glad, and if not, then happier. i am just crazy about the feeling of being wanted - and in this case, of my lips being wanted to wrap around his cock. plus, spanking my cheeks in the process makes me feel like i'm his slut - his willing slut who willingly gets fucked, slapped, and gagged (though he doesn't seem to like to gag me at all). it felt like this was my punishment for the guilt i had experienced earlier after the previous fuck before this, and so it also made me feel that naughty, bad sluts like me - who treat men badly and not give them what they truly want, need to be taught a lesson ;) anyway, the sleepy me who was awoken by this exciting cock-sucking, slapping and stuffing was so horny that i wanted him to cum in my super wet cunt - no protection, no contraception whatsoever, just pure skin to skin and cum in cunt. i wanted to feel his bare cock explode inside me. however, he shot and showed me loads of really thick cum instead, which i was contented with as i really do like thick white cum.

i should be naughty more often then :D so that the lessons taught could be even harsher, and rougher - only if he wishes for it to be so.

the guilt of a selfish slut

2010-02-06T14:56:00.006+08:00

i was lying in bed a couple of nights ago, feeling angry that my bf hadn't listened to what i had wanted - a fuck.

as i sucked his cock before i lay in bed, he left it up to me to do whatever I wanted with his hard, stiff cock. i sucked and sucked and licked it until he almost came and begged me to leave my mouth in his cock. but instead, i let his cock go as the selfish me wanted it so badly in my pussy, which had gotten so wet as he treated me with his cock for what seemed like ages. i was having so much fun sucking his cock like it was the best lollipop in the world - one that i would trade for no other, and the thing is, tasting, sucking and pleasing cock makes me so fucking horny, wet, and obviously selfish :( so at that point in time, i didn't wanted him to cum in my mouth at all as i wanted my waiting cunt to simply get fucked. i was so wet that my juices had spread to my thighs, without him realising as i was either on threes or on my knees as i sucked his cock.

and so... i let my selfish, wet cunt get over my head, and lay angrily on my bed, pretending to want to sleep off all those negative feelings.

and after some time, he hopped on top of me and entered me in one of my most favourite positions - with me lying flat on my tummy and legs almost closed. my neck was kissed so i helplessly lifted up my butt and pussy slightly to ease his cock in deeper. i could not stop moaning loudly as his cock felt so hard and so huge in that position - all i could think of was getting fucked more (longer), getting fucked even more deeply, and roughly by that big, stiff cock. i knew i was a selfish slut who wanted nothing else but his cock, fucking and waiting to explode - in my wet and waiting cunt.

however, as i think about it now, i feel guilty for being so mean. i love to tempt, but why couldn't i just give him a Cum In Mouth (CIM) blowjob for once? i rarely ever do it, as most of the sucking usually leads to fucking. besides, i now think to myself that i would have loved to feel his literally-throbbing cock in my mouth as it spurts out its cum for me, to show him what a slut i am by exposing a cum-filled tongue and mouth, drink up every bit of that thick, juicy cum and lick that exploding treasure dry, so how did i let my stupidly horny wet cunt get to my head? :(

the guilt is killing me, and i want to be ruled by him and his cock now. i want to be his selfless slut, i want to let him tease me endlessly like how i had sucked him and not let him cum in my mouth. i want him and i want him to leave me helplessly wanting him if that is what he wants. otherwise, i would be happy as long as he feels free to do whatever he wants to me, and make me do whatever he wants for him.

;)

2010-02-04T20:57:00.002+08:00

i've been receiving emails from readers, and i thank all of you for telling me all about how aroused you've been while viewing my peektures ;) that is so hot, and i would love to read more and in detail as that puts in my mind the idea of me making cocks hard - which really turns me on as it makes me feel sexy and deserving of a fuck.

in those mails, i've also received invitations to go out for tea, and to have some after-activities as well, which I believe involve a treat of looking at cocks as they slowly stand up, and to get roughly fucked of course, which really is tempting to me.

however, i wish (for now, at least!) to continue being the slut here who wants to be kissed and grabbed and who doesn't always get what she wants, as sometimes, I think that it is more exciting to be in need, to be tempted and cruelly teased, to fantasize and anticipate.

xoxo
the slut

getting pearlieee~

2010-02-03T18:19:00.001+08:00

new pearlie lingerie i bought some time ago.. would love to walk out in public with an open bust thing like that one day.

they're a lil shy now

letting them hang free

feel those titties

2010-01-30T09:59:00.002+08:00

my tits have been feeling kinda sore recently, and it seems that because of that, my nipples have been red, ultra sensitive and standing 24/7. thanks to their sensitive and erect state, they got licked and i got fucked.

cos my bf saw them as i was taking off my clothes to get changed.

i'm not complaining here. just happy to have sore, sensitive nipples and tits that feel slightly bigger thanks to them feeling sore. as such, they hurt when they're squeezed or even licked and sucked on, so my bf has had to be a little gentler than usual. however, cos my nipples are so hard, the flicks of his tongue feel so good.

ahh. WHY is he at work again? ;(

Make me your slut

2010-01-29T22:35:00.000+08:00

that's me trying on my white swimsuit. i can't decide whether or not to go braless, show off my horny nipples and look small, or to pad up and be boosted. it would be a major turn on to be caught by surprise (literally) and stripped at the pool. i'd show off some camel toe through that wet, sheer white bottom to seduce my man for some gentle stroking on those lips - i bet the smooth spandex fabric'll make those touches simply delightful.

with my tits hanging out and my lips getting stroked, i'd feel like a fucking helpless slut who can do nothing but moan uncontrollably into my man's ears. i'd then gladly take his cock into my mouth and he can choose to have me any way. perhaps we could sit on the sand, or on a wooden suntanning chair and i'd sit on top of him with my white swimsuit bottom spread and stretched out so he can enter my well shaved cunt that's totally dripping cum onto his balls.

right. now the above scenario that just got me so fucking wet as i took my hands off the keyboard and stroked my popping clit each time i paused to think of a sentence.

anyway, a g-string like this that has a suggestive triangle pointing downwards towards my sexy regions makes me even hornier, so i decided to wear it. i also had to put on stockings later on as looking at myself in them made me KNOW how much i wanted to get fucked - so bad that i knew i was feeling slutty again, wishing that someone would just come and eat my pussy and make me a real mad slut who's willing to please.

so there's my pussy, who got a lil flushed, embarrassed, and blushed. if you slap it, squeeze it, lick it, suck it, and fuck it, the pleasure might just be the thing to take the embarrassment away.

pleasure is desire fufilled

2010-01-24T23:00:00.000+08:00

each time my bf cums in my mouth and has his cum trickle down my throat, i enjoy the feeling of having his cock expand and explode in my mouth. it makes me feel like a bitch/slut who's owned, all the more if he pushes his hard cock deep just as he cums and forces my head towards his cock.

however, i tend to feel a little jealous. it happens when it cums all over my fuck face too, but i'm not sure if it's me or if its my cunt that feels that way - that i didn't get to feel him in my fuck hole. when that happens i'd start wanting a second-round fuck, and that's when i also feel that i need to be toyed with, with a vibrator for wanting more from my man.

or maybe we should just have the vibrator do its work while he gets his cum shot into my willing mouth. i love getting both holes filled at the same time. it makes me feel like crying out in pleasure like as if i'm a greedy slut who cannot settle for just having 1 fuck hole satisfied per time.

if i was skilful enough to make him cum twice in my mouth, in my face, or on my cunt, i really would. i wanna be a greedy, cum-filled slut who always begs for MORE cum, MORE spanks, MORE tweaks, MORE licks/sucks/fucks and just MORE pleasure.

thank you for the cum

2010-01-24T09:11:00.003+08:00

had a great fuck last night that lasted from the time before we went out to get supper till just before bedtime.

God knows what made him so horny. We fucked and he begged me to let him cum before we went out to get supper. Of course I said no, because i love having cocks teased without letting them cum. we got changed and as i put on my g-string and adjusted it in front of the mirror, he pulled down his shorts and fucked me once more. with my ass bent out and up for the fuck, it looked so great as his hips bounced off my ass cheeks. i got even more horny looking at myself getting fucked so willingly with my ass sticking out in front of the mirror.

and so we went out for a walk, to get supper. i had decided to go braless in a spaghetti top and with a too-tight g-string in short cotton shorts - if i had pulled those up just a little more half of my ass cheek would've been seen. anyway, going braless feels great - especially when my tits were sore. as i walked and they jigglged and bounced with each step, i felt so tempted to just pull down my top and walk around so that they could do so freely, and get licked and sucked more easily by him. its a pity there were cars and people around, so i just walked quietly, enjoying every bit of movement that walking brought to my sore, painful tits.

he grabbed my tits a couple of times while we were walking home, and how i wished he had pulled down the neckline of the spaghetti top to reveal them before grabbing them, or put his hand up my shorts to squeeze my ass. perhaps we were too engrossed in conversation, which is great too ;)

we reached home, had supper, and he banged me hard in wonderful doggy, g-string stretched and parked at one side of my ass cheek. if i had nipple clamps on me as my tits swung, i think the intensity of the unexplainable sensations would sky rocket by 100 times - massive slut rate - something i ought to try one day - to make sore nipples high and even more sore than they originally were. nipple stimulation isn't enough to get me off, but i always had a fantasy of having a man whose role in a gang bang was just to suck my tits and grab them like there's no tomorrow. if he gets a terrible lasting hard on from watching others fuck me while he could only play with my titties, that really is just too bad and he'll just have to wait for his turn.

we also did missionary and when he was going to cum, he was going to blast his load onto my face. but i opened my mouth wide, cos i wanted to taste his cum so bad. the bf gladly obliged ;) my lips enveloped his cock in excited anticipation as he pumped and spurted all of that hotness into my mouth. i just had to show him what a slut i was so i opened my mouth once more to reveal what i was happily tasting in my mouth and on my tongue, and proceeded to swallow all of it immediately. and of course, i would continue to suck on his cock head until he wanted me to stop.

i want to go for a second round of a cum in mouth again. and this time i want it to be bitchified.

i'd want to be on my knees, spreaded, waiting and begging for cock and cum, my face below his hard cock standing in attention at its full glory. he could slap me with it, or push and slide his cock on my cheek. i'd feel so small when his big cock does that to me for being a helpless cock-wanting slut who is attempting to pleasure herself by pinching and pulling her nipples that are just absolutely sticking out, or rubbing her red, aroused and popping clit. and i'd love it if he would have my hair in his fingers and head in his palm to direct and push my head to suck his cock deep and force his cock in deep. it'll be a blowjob with force but not a forced blowjob :D and when he's finally ready to shoot, to grab my head or face hard, and tilt it slightly back and hold it there to take in the massive load.

tootles for now! time for the slut to take a sleep and hopefully get woken up by a massive cock in mouth, waiting to burst its load everywhere. problem is, the slut is pleasuring her clit again thinking of all that fucking irresistable cock and cum. rub a dub dub.

kisses.

the morning fuck

2010-01-23T08:51:00.003+08:00

my nipples felt sore this morning - which made me wanna play with them a little more than usual. as the bf was sleeping (he's a real heavy sleeper) i pulled his arm and then his fingers towards my anticipating nipple. first, i used his fingers to squeeze my nipple, then he'd suddenly squeeze it real hard and fall asleep again. i'd continue to please myself by controlling his fingers with my own (for some reason, thick, male fingers feel much stronger and better than my own female ones, perhaps cos they're bigger so they can provide a stronger hold ;)) and as he drifted in and out of sleep i'd get an occassional tough pull at my already-hard nipples. each time i felt that tug i'd just crave for more..

i played with my clit here and there as well and got my thighs wet in the process :X when he woke up and realised i was wiping the wetness from my thighs, i was pulled to him and before i knew it, we were deep frenching. as he drew my waist and my lips to him, his cock searched for its place in my pussy, spreading my wetness as it stroked my clit in its search.

soon enough, i was on top of him, spreading my legs as wide as possible so i could feel him deep. if only we had taped that down - i would've loved to see him enjoying it and i would be so happy to see my cunt getting totally fucked. i was helpless as he went deep in and out - all i could do was to moan in pleasure as i hugged him and let his warm kisses tickle my neck - a bad decision cos those sensations got to my pussy and made me so wet - that really made him want to cum.

knowing that, i moved to reverse cowgirl position.. and all he could manage was "this is so hot" and "i really wanna cum.. stop torturing me". unfortunately, i'm sadistic and i love to tease without having men cum :X but after a while i gave in and went to look for a condom so he could cum freely. as i got off i saw that his balls and his cock was covered in white love juice. i guess i really wanted to get fucked and having that desire fufilled just simply meant pure, wet pleasure.

for a while we fucked sitting facing each other, and he sucked and tugged at my nipples at one point in time. that drove me mad so i asked for reverse cowgirl again and he fucked me hard. i don't know what it was that made my cunt feel so good, but i was high and i wished so bad that i could take one hand off his shoulder to play with my clit again. as i thought of that, he drove into me like a speedo and exploded. i couldn't help but imagine all of his cum being shot into and around my mouth instead :x if that happened i'd feel like a despo slut sucking up every drop.

anyway, i looked down and couldn't see his dick cos it was still deep inside of me, but i saw my clit - completely exposed and sitting on top of his balls. what a sight!

now i really am craving for a toy. i'm not sure what happened but after he used a vibrating body massager on my clit last saturday, i've been getting so wet without having to do anything. now my tits are sore so when i move vigorously as they hang freely when i'm at home, i get some pretty nice sensations ;) makes me wonder if a bullet or a nipple suction thing might send me to cloud nine.

cum kitty kitty..

2010-01-22T13:53:00.000+08:00

thought i'd just share some of these photos of the bf's cock with my cum dripping down. taken on 2 different days.

i guess he really got my cunt feeling HOT.

naughty, begging tits

2010-01-19T22:12:00.007+08:00

this is what my tits would say when im getting wet and horny and wishing that someone would just make my tits pop out and tease them with some tonguing.

we're tired tits pushing against this tight sheer top. please help set us free!

almost there..

damn it! we need pleasure and this top's in the way ;( please push it up and EXPOSE us.

finally.. ;) now we're waiting to be tweaked.

ahhh.. bliss. squeeze us harder please..

we neglected tits need some squeezing, licking and sucking now. pretty please?
we'd LOVE to be GRABBED too.
please make us swell.

oh YES.. it is now time for me to play with my wet and waiting cunt.

secret exposure

2010-01-13T15:33:00.005+08:00

i've been wondering whether or not to get one of those bullets that i could slot into my panties.

thing is i have never tried out any kind of sex toy before, so i don't know if it could be painful for my sensitive clit. but i would like to have my man put a bullet into my panty and take me out for a date. i think it's so hot for him to want me to be his slut, even in "public" but i'm not exactly sure if he'd be open to the idea. i'd imagine that if it feels good my pussy would just get so wet and i would control my orgasm cos i wouldn't want to get too wet. i'm also afraid that i'd get so turned on i'd start pushing myself against him and demanding for deep kisses. i am a big fan of kissing, it gives me a sense of intimacy and sometimes can even make me wet.

we've had public sex in a bus several times before when we were still teens, at a time when buses didn't have security cameras on them. i'd hop onto him and he'd fuck me raw as i bounce on top of him, and of course - i'd have his cum all inside me. then i'll get off from my sitting position and pull up my panties and what not (usually they were shorts or jeans), and we'll just act like two people on the bus who are quietly waiting to reach their destination.

anyway, we've stopped having public sex. i don't know where else to do it and i don't know if he does, but i've always wanted to make him so horny that he can't wait to get home and would just fuck me by the staircase - a flight just below or above his apartment, and with my leg up on the railing so he gets a good, accessible view of my wet cunt and well, he could probably lick it too. his neighbours could come out at any time and that's what would probably make it exciting. ;) i'd want him to get so horny while we're out that when we're at the staircase or in the elevator he'd pull down my top till it falls below my tits (hopefully i'll decide to go braless that day) and expect me to walk to the door of his apartment (still considered rather public) in that state - with my tits out of my top for the world to see. perhaps the bullet would come in handy in this case so that i'll get so horny in public i'll remove my bra while we're out. i'd get wet, seek out deep kisses from him once every 20 seconds, and put his hands on my tits so he gets the hint that i want them to be squeezed (and actually have my nipples - which'll be hard by then, licked and "tweaked" too). one thing he does that i love so much is the "tweaking" of my tits. he uses his thumb and index to squeeze my nipple, and then moves those fingers in opposite directions from each other while maintaining the pressure on my nipple. it'd probably feel even greater if those fingers never leave, and continue to increase the pressure. i suppose, while we're out, i could push my ass against his cock - which hopefully would be hard as he thinks about how wet i'd be when we reach home, and when we do, my cunt would be so ready for him.

i want so bad to be his slut. i wouldn't mind if he got me this collar set and made me wear it out.

i think the slut and bad kitty ones are the best :)

and so, i would imagine that the bring-out bullet has many functions:
1. to be a part of punishment for when i'm naughty - to make me want him and not be able to have him.
2. to bring out in me, the slutty, bad kitty who purrs when pleased.
3. to make me MORE than ready for, and anticipate some rock hard cock action as and when.

now what if i get so wet with the bullet that his cock slips into my ass? that would be pure ownage. perhaps if i ever am ready to be ass fucked one day, i would love to have a vibrator in my cunt at the same time.